JeLLy bEaNs

Alhamdulillah :)

2011-08-01T00:19:00.006+08:00

Assalammualaikum :)

*mentang-mentang nak puasa tetibe baik plak bagi salam kan, sebelum ne hello memanjang cam nak jawab call je*

Alhamdulillah, I've been given another year to go through Ramadhan just like everyone else.

Its official that tomorrow is the starting day of puasa and I'm just a bit upset due to the fact that I won't be home to break fast with Mom and Mira.

Yang pasti my mom yang akan paling terasa sunyi this time around, cus I won't be around to break fast (*is break fast even the right word for buka puasa?*) together as a family,

and my dad won't be around not only during Ramadhan but of course Raya as well.

I have no idea how my mom did it,

but that is something I know I can never imagine myself going through.

Azmi dapat keje Penang dulu pon dah meleleh bagai,

ne kan nak kene ke tempat with a completely different time zone

and pendek kata overseas.

:'(

Just. Can't. Imagine.

Really miss Abah.

Hope ur doing okay there fasting without us.

Anyways, every puasa memang WAJIB untuk menanam azam baru.

Tak nak mencarutla *tapi kang pantang jam sket dah kelua tujuh keturunan khinzir bagai*, solat cukup and on time,

tak nak menjawab or membangkang petak-petak whatever mom says

*pastu time raya waktu salam umi, nangis x ingat dunia mengenangkan dosa-dosa yang always akan diulangi next year

-_-' *

Suruh tolong amik air dekat bawah pon nak berkira, suruh beli mcd otw balik dating pon nak claim balik, suruh tolong cuci pinggan pon mulut nak bising.

Hidup takkan lengkap jika tidak melakukan sume perkara di atas.

Fikir-fikir balik dah tergolong dah dalam anak derhaka sebab bende-bende macam ni T.T

Tak nak shopping sakan/boros lagi sampai debit card tu pon dah byk kesan calar akibat excessive swipe -_-'

Di harapkan sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ne lembut la sikit hati,

ringan la sikit tangan, kurang sket belanja and

usaha lah untuk menjadi seorang yang better dunia dn akhirat.

InsyaAllah.

So for tomorrow's first day of puasa,

I have decided to bake a chocolate cake :)

Bole makan sahur esok.

And to Azmi,

sorry la ek tak sempat nak buat yang cantik-cantiknye untuk you.

Next time kita jumpa I buat for you k :)

So to all of my families, good friends,

and of course Azmi,

selamat menjalankan ibadah berpuasa :)

Ohh and ladies, time to lose some weight!

Weehooo!

*terlupa diri sendiri dengan gelojohnye time buka macam dah tak nampak nasi sebulan, ntah cmne la nak lose weightnye :'( *

Lose weight la sangat

* menangis sambil rasa sungguh tidak bersalah w/pun telah berlaku derhaka kepada badan T.T *

River Boarding

2011-07-24T23:27:00.011+08:00

Yeay!

I made it to the next post b4 the previous post reaches a year!

*Pat on the back to self*

Hello BTW :)

Actually I am SUPER sleepy right now but I just cannot sleep.

Weird ey?

I guess my body is already used to my abnormal sleep hours.

So no matter how tired I am, lights off, aircond on, flip to the left, flip to the right,

*checking handphone*

Heh?Already 3??

And the point of coming home slightly earlier than usual is?

NO IDEA!

At the clinic.

Me: Dr, pls explain why am I having such a hard time to sleep b4 3 a.m?

Dr: *Check pulse, BP, urine (for??), and so forth. Oh I know what ur having! Work-lag!

Haha.

Sorry berdrama pulak.

I guess thats what I should call it.

Haishhh.

So be it a weekdays, or a weekend,

I will still ends up sleeping and wake up so late in the afternoon.

BUT, the point of this post is not to actually brag about my so called work-lag,

but about what I did last week.

Definitely something out of my comfort zone,

and my comfort zone comprises of walking in the mall,

window-shopping, and yeah you know what I mean.

I went river boarding at Gopeng,

thanx to Jack n Jill, Says.my and of course ze bestee,

Qila for giving me the chance to be part of the activity.

The day before the actual river boarding,

I was nervous+terrified because I could not imagine how is river boarding going to be like.

So after came back from work, I googled it, and saw few videos in youtube,

people river boarding in NZ and I got scared even more!

Not helping at all!

I could not sleep and I have to wake up 6 in the morning the next day

because we had to gather up at centre point before we left for Gopeng.

There were 2 vans that took us to Gopeng,

and in total there were 21 people including Qila and her colleagues.

Once we passed the Gopeng exit, two white guys, Australian I think,

Dave and Peter, lead us the way to our destination.

Dave was one of our instructor anyway.

And yeah, the road to the place was a one lane road and its a hilly area so yeah it was like pretty scary especially when the aunty driver asked us,

"Boleh ke ne?"

-_-'

Seriously aunty?

Very convincing!

From the Gopeng exit, it took us around 15 minutes to get to Adeline's Villa and it was quite a nice place if ur planning to leave the city for few days with family or friends.

Because the villa or chalet or cabin or whatever you call it is kinda nice.

And the facilities there wasn't bad at all.

The shower, the food area, and plus with all the awesome activities you can do there.

White water rafting, river boarding, ATV, abseiling, and can't remember the rest.

The only turn off of the day was the waiting part since we had to split to two groups

because we were quite large in numbers.

So 9 people went first,

and the other 9 had the chance to finish up all the nasi lemak meant for ALL the participants.

Haha.

Over betol.

We didnt really finish it up la but we did ate the nasi lemak for few rounds.

SO we waited, and waited, and waited till lunch is served!

What??

We just had another bungkus of nasi lemak just now.

Am I really here for river boarding or food feast?

*Checking with the inner memory system*

We had nothing else to do and we looked like we were almost dying of boredom

that the aunty (owner) decided to just serve us lunch first.

And FEW more hours after lunch,

finally the first group were back!

Thank goodness!

They went for almost 5 friggin hours,

and the clock already showed 4.30 p.m which means lesser time for us :(

Despite of my nervousness,

I just couldn't care less because I was just tired of waiting and just wanna get it done.

So first things first,

which explains why on earth were they taking so long,

finding the right fit of the wet suit for everyone already took ages.

I was a bit unlucky with my first wet suit,

couldn't get my feet out of it because it was a bit too long for me.

A bit pressured there so went and get a new one.

Sampai terkopek-kopek kulit jari nak pasang the first wet suit tu.

Pedih :'(

So got my wet suit on,

and the wet suit part took almost half an hour of our time,

and then we had to get ourselves a life jacket, a helmet and lastly a flipper.

So we had to ride on a small lorry to the river,

ahaa I finally know how those construction workers feel riding at the back of the lorry.

Not safe okay!

And as soon as we reached at the river,

we were each given our very own surfing board.

LOL.

But quarter the size of the real surf board.

We were given a lil briefing on how to handle our board,

and what we should do and stuffs.

And off we go one by one for the first try out to see if we can handle it.

The first few rapids was ao-kay!

When it comes to our very first real challenge, we flipped, ran over rocks, you name it.

That was just the beginning, and my god it hurts!

Going over those rocks was painful and the worst part was no matter how bad you try to avoid it, you will eventually go through those evil rocks.

You will come to that point where ur that tired to even think of avoiding those rocks

and just go over it, redha je lah dengan kesakitan tu -_-'

There was this one rapid that will make you drown a bit

because the gradient was a bit steep

so you will fall deeper into the water compared to the other.

You practically need a very good reflect

so that when you flip along with your board (which you will hundreds of time),

you need to automatically flip back and get back on ur board.

After one rapid to another,

we finally made it to our final stops.

Weehooo!

It took us about 2 hours to complete one round of the course.

The package actually comprises of 2 rounds,

but since we were THAT tired,

we only went for one round.

Out of 9, only 3 made it to the second round.

Kudos to you people!

Despite of the exhaustion,

sudden cramps due to amature flippin (I am not a fish),

body ache and bruises all over,

it was one hell of an experience and fun all in one package

that I definitely wanna go try again!

And yes, I had my aches for almost a week!

Haha.

Super awesome activity that you must try atleast once,

just to feel the unavoidable pain and of course the thrill of it.

Departure

2011-06-30T01:34:00.004+08:00

Hello world :)

Wow.

Its been for 4 months I havent post anything here.

Its either I am that busy or just plain lazy.

I miss writing but whenever I actually have things to write,

I don't feel like blogging.

But when I am super rajin to blog, I don't actually have anything to write.

Haish.

Sucha human la you dey.

Anyways, there are actually plenty of things that I want to include in this post,

but maybe I'll just split some into other post,

which I doubt will even exist.

LOL.

So here it goes.

Since my last post,

I was still jobless but as of now,

Alhamdulillah,

I managed to get a job and its been almost 4 months since I started working.

Eventhough my job have such a weird working hours,

but so far I'm okay with it, hopefully.

So yeah.

I am a full-time employee now.

Enough about that.

Moving on.

And last May, I have officially graduated.

Had my convocation on the 20th,

and it was definitely a bittersweet moment.

Meeting classmates after few months being apart, catching up, taking photos

(still havent upload on fb).

But one thing that actually hit me while I was in the graduation hall.

While settling down and all,

and seing all the familiar faces again,

made me realized that today might be the last time I will be seing some of this faces.

And yeah, as expected,

didnt get to really meet up with everyone since most of us were busy with our families and all.

Well I guess thats life.

Maybe someday who knows,

we might bump into each other at a supermarket 10 years later.

Probably some with already 2-3 kids and some still looking for a soulmate.

Oh and I'm so happy to have Azmi here back with me,

he got a job in PENANG last March btw,

and yes it was not my most favourite moment ever.

And he managed to find another job in KL a month after that,

so he is back here in KL :)

But somehow my happiness wasnt for long,

I got my boyfriend back here with me,

in return I have my dad leaving Malaysia for three years for work.

Hmmm again not my most favourite moment.

Three years is definitely not like three months.

I really miss him a lot.

:'(

And since we don't have any man figure in our household at this moment,

Azmi's been taking care of me and my family.

Thanx la der.

Jasamu amat dikenang.

Majulah sukan untuk negara.

Haha. Wtf?

My life for this past few months was pretty much a cork screw ride I must say,

eventho I have never ride in it and never will.

Yeah.

So I guess thats about it for this post.

Hopefully the next one wont be in four months time.

Bye bye.

Geography is never our favourite!

2011-02-28T16:09:00.007+08:00

I think I better write this ASAP while everything is still fresh in my mind. Well, first of all, hari ni birthday kawan baik yang saya sayang sangat-sangat.Namanya Aqila, tinggal di Jalan Gasing, ada 4 adik-beradik, dan tinggi nya ialah 160cm.Haha.Jangan marah yer Aqila. Since today is Qila's birthday, we decided to have a birthday dinner with her last night. It was one crazy fun night everr!Ok.

So cerita nya bermula apabila cik Tasya and cik Fadi msged me asking me if we should do something fun on Qila's birthday. So since everyone have their own responsibilities and stuffs, we can't just suddenly planned a vacay or something. So akhirnya, we decided to just have dinner with the birthday girl at this one restaurant in Kelana Jaya. But then, teringat Qila penah cakap that she wanted to go to that Ampang Look-Out Point so change of plan. Search punye search so sebulat suara sume setuju nak pegi situ. But the thing is, si Birthday Girl have no idea that we changed the plan. In her mind kononnye still pegi Kelana Jaya.

So me and Tasya, pergi amik Qila and Fadi at Qila's house and off we go! It was soo hard to try not to laugh along the way everytime. Me and Tasya dah main-main mata yer. Juling I asyik pandang Tasya dari sisi. Since none of us pernah sampai look-out point tu, and none of us are actually that familiar with the Ampang area, yes u got that right! We got lost! And along the way, dah lalu Ampang Hospital la, MPAJ la. All those buildings that clearly shows that we are actually in Ampang. Okay risau dah if Qila sedar ke tak.

While we got lost and all, pusing here and there, then Qila asked us one golden question. Is Kelana Jaya even close to Ampang? We were like shit. Ape nak jawab ne. So I just spontaneously said "Duh" to Qila. And Qila actually percaya! Thank god! And we finally found our way and at the starting of the hill, there was a look-out point signboard. And again nervous balik. Just hoping that she didn't really pay attention to the sign. After an hour ride sampai jugak akhirnya ke destinasi pilihan. The best thing was Qila had no idea at all! Mission accomplished!!

We chose to have our dinner at Haven, one of the restaurants there. Super awesome view from there. I love it! The food was nice too. And lepas dinner, singgah di Mcdonalds I'm Lovin It to get ourselves some ice-cream for dessert and later lepak-lepak at Qila's house before we head back home. I had soo much fun and of course I hope you had fun too Qila!! Wishing you all the best in whatever you do. Allah bless you always and I love you to deathh!

Kegilaan Itu Hanya Sementara

2011-02-04T14:17:00.006+08:00

Perghh. Perghh. Dah macam cerekarama dah tajuk post tu. Huhu. Takde nye. Sebenarnya post ni nak cerita pasal my once upon a time craze over this;

Sape tak gila tengok macam ne? Cakap sape? Cakap! Eh garang nye cik Timah oi.

Masuk-masuk rumah ade pokok. Perghh. Rumah korang ade pokok tengah-tengah dunia? Takde kan? Cepat berlari anak pergi tanam pokok tengah rumah. Haha. Gila ape. Kang ade plak mak cik datang bash blog saya ne kang. Okay. Serious. I started to go crazy over this wall sticker when I saw it for the first time in Ikea. Tapi tu huduh sket sebab bunga menjalar je. And harga tak ingat dunia. Dah dapat jeans sehelai dah -_-' .Then tiba-tiba tak lama pastu dah jadi trend plak wall decorations ne. Mula la keluar jenis yang like the one above. Kucing tengok akuarium lah. Orang main buai lah. Kira macam-macamlah. Tinggal I je yang tak distickerkan. Cehh. Ada hati siut nak distickerkan. Sapelah kau tu dik oi. Pak cik jual petai pon dapat masuk tv. Yelah orang tak puas hati napela harga petai mahal sangat. Nak makan petai skarang ne pon sampai dah kene cut down perbelanjaan minum Starbucks seminggu sekali tu. So the point is, p.cik petai tu lagi famous dari i. Mencii. Hmmphh. Dahla petai mahal, pastu wall sticker tu pun mahal. 40 something per piece. Tu pun depends on the corak. Ya Allah. Apa lagi nak cut down ne?

So tengah pening-pening fikir camne nak save duit beli sticker tu, the fact is duit takde, tapi bilik tetap nak maintain cun, sedarla wahai manusia, sebelum anda disedarkan. *SLAP!*. Terus terkubur harapan nak tidur sambil melihat ke dinding ku yang cun melecun itu. Cun ke tidak tidur mati jugak >_<". So setelah berbulan-bulan membawa hati yang lara ditinggalkan si harapan yang kosong, tiba-tiba one day ne, went to my cousin's house and I saw her kids room full with stickers on the wall. Just like what I've wanted. Omgaaad. Confirm my cousin makan nasi dengan ikan masin je bila nak beli sticker-sticker tu. Hmm.

So ape lagi, korekla rahsia. Turned out that she bought all those wall stickers at a friggin PASAR TANI! Iyer. Betul apa yang anda baca tu. PASAR TANI. And to add icing on top of that, she bought them for only RM2 per piece!!! Probably the quality isn't as good as the ones that they sell at the mall, but who cares, they still look awesome to me. Dengan semangat badaknya, "Ma, jom Ahad ne pagi-pagi bangun pergi Pasar Tani dekat Stadium". Tak boleh blahh. Terus ajak. Sanggup bangun pagi-pagi buta plak tu. Which doesnt often happen. Huhu

So yeah, we went there and sampai-sampai muka dah tersenyum lebar. Padahal tak jumpa pon lagi sticker nya. Agaknya mak cik jual daging tu pon rasa nak lempang kut tengok budak sorang ne pepagi buta dah buang tabiat sengih sorang-sorang. Takpelah mak cik. Ade saya kisah? Pusing punya pusing, resah punya resah, and kebabomm. Tetibe ade bom. Jumpa pon kedai yang jual sticker. The trick is kena pandai-pandai cari for the ones with nice designs sebab berlambak yang dilambakkan. Haha. And yes, for RM2 ONLY! Apa? RM2 je! Tak payahla makan nasi dengan kicap je sebulan tu. Adik sekolah rendah pun mampu membelinya. Yer adik, Upin and Ipin pun ade dipasaran :). And we managed to get 9 stickers yang agak berkenan di hati. Auwww! So this is how the sticker looks like before tertempek di dindingku;

And this is how it looks like after;

One side

The final product .Weee :D (Sorry for the quality of the pic)

Yes, I am now a very happy person. Yelahh dinding bilik dah meletup. Pasne bolehla tidur extra long hours lagi. Haha. Okay kawan-kawan. Jom sleepover! Haha semata-mata. Sorry a bit retarded there. So itulah citenya kak Bedah oi. Pasne boleh pergi Pasar Tani beli yer. Sekian.

Honesty Gets Me To Buffing :p

2011-01-28T15:44:00.011+08:00

Yesterday yesterday, hmm bile tu ek? Oh Wednesday.

Qila ajak teman dia pegi beli hard disc dekat Digital Mall and at the same time, nak amik cd from Kraft. The day before tu memang busy gile badak nak siapkan keje cus nak kene submit on Wednesday. Level stress nak buat keje tu memang kalah Prime Minister punye stress ah nak rule the country. Kenape? Sebab aku tak tau macam mana nak kira cantilever footing (-_-"). 5 tahun setengah belajar civil engineering, sekali pun tak pernah encounter such problem. Mampoih die main buat je kang runtuh plak banglo p.cik tu. Headline for todays news:

"Banglo seorang ahli perniagaan telah runtuh kerana seorang trainee engineer yang tidak tahu bagaimana untuk mendesign, maaf, merekabentuk, sebuah cantilever footing. Shame on you girl!"

Terima kasih kerana memberi saya publisiti percuma itu, tapi takpelah, I rather say it out loud that I do not know how in the world to calculate a cantilever footing than risking a family's life. So, lepas dah sehari stress macam Mak Bedah, dengan nada yang suci dan jujur, walaupun dalam sms, tapi tetap boleh ada nada ok, I told my boss that I really don't know how to do it. Nak tunggu reply tu, my godd, sangat membunuh yer. *Dush dush!* 10 saat tak dapat-dapat reply pun dah rasa macam nak terberak. *Phone vibrates* Yes, i silent handphone sebab konon nye kalau dengar bunyi mesej tu nanti lagi nervous and rasa nak terkentut . And she said ok, xpe. I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. Duhh. Gile ke ape keluar tunnel pun gelap lagi. Tu memang tak lama la tu.

Anyways, lepas tu dah sangat-sangat lega so boleh la keluar dengan si Qila dengan hati yang tenang. Plan nya nak kena jumpa Kraft somewhere in the evening, so we plan to go get the hard disc around 3-4. So pegi angkut Qila yang memang tak tertanding keteroran dia untuk siap dengan sekejapnya. Sampai-sampai rasanya Parameswara tengah memerintah lagi, tiba-tiba bila dia dah finally siap tengok-tengok dah tahun 2011 dah (-_-'). Haha. Kidding!

So kitorang pergi Amcorp dulu, konon bajet nak buat kuku. Padahal duit bukannya ada sangat. Lagipun dah lama we planned to go to the nail salon sama-sama. Barulah bile dah abad yang ke-berapa ni dapat pergi. Yelah, abad-abad yang lepas tu setakat mampu nak beli yee mee dekat kantin sekolah je. Disebabkan kesempitan bajet, so buat yang bajet jelah. So kitorang just buff je. Tak dapatla nak konon pamper tangan nak manicure ke ape. Hmmphh. That was my first ever visit to a nail salon. Tapi ada ke patut salon tu pegi bukak ABBA's collection of video clip on the flat screen. Gile tak hip. Dahla memang tengah mengantuk sebab best orang tengah buat kuku, pastu keluar pulak lagu-lagu ABBA tu, tinggal tak tersengguk je depan manicurist (term sesuka hati) tu. So lepas dah bajet macam mak datin pegi nail salon, kuku pun melentik semacam, padahal bukannya colour pun, sangat obsess and badak jakun lepas tu, sikit-sikit tengok kukuku yang berkilat itu. Haha. Kukuku. Wth? And its still shiny ok! Kalah lambo kuning abang tu. XD

Tengah tidur sebenarnya tu -_-'

Love zee nails!

Kitaorang pun pergi Digital Mall. Then, later met with Kraft to get the cds. By the way, check out Kraft's new album MY#1. There are 9 songs in the album, I personally like Diamonds, I like Girls and this one malay song, its the last song in the album. I can't remember the name of the track but yeah, check it out. Its worth listening to :)

Only She Knows

2011-01-27T14:57:00.007+08:00

This post is going to be a bit serious, so lets put our heart and soul into it :)

So last Saturday, on the 22nd Jan, my dad received a call from back home, telling that his uncle's wife just passed away. I am not very sure why, but she was hospitalized for a week before she died, but she was already at home the day she died. So basically all of us went back to Bentong to pay a visit, we didnt get the chance to see her for the last time because by the time we reached at the surau, they were already getting ready for the solat jenazah. But we still managed to tag along to the cemetery for the burial, talkin and all.

So after all that, we decided to drop by at my late grandmother's (Wan) house which is now being taken care of by my dad's sister. She served us teh tarik and the usual family chat. Everytime there is death in the family, especially the elderly, it definitely remind us back on that very day when Wan left all of us for eternity. My late Wan died because of cancer. The last few months before she died, you can see changes to her body until the day she stopped breathing, her corpse was a bit yellowish because her liver can no longer functioned I think.

So we were talking about how we can still feel her presence especially when we enter the house and the first thing we see is this couch that she usually sit on. And the feeling is much more stronger when we enter the room where she was in coma for few days and finally stopped breathing. My late Wan was an awesome woman. She have travelled to so many places, she raised 9 children by herself ever since her husband died during the 80's, she never gets tired of walking, imagine that Great Wall of China, she almost reached the top which I don't think I even have the stamina to do so. She can even be a writer with all the experiences she have. One fact that I just found out about her is that she actually wrote all her daily activities in a diary. And she have it every year. So my aunty showed us one of her diaries from year 2000 I think and I started opening each sheets wanting to not miss any of it. That one page made a well of tears rolling down my cheeks, I didnt remember the exact words, but it is something like this

" Semua dah pulang menuju ke destinasi masing-masing, yang kerja pulang berkerja, yang belajar pulang belajar. Terasa sebak dan kekosongan di hati. Seperti hilang arah tuju tidak tahu hendak buat apa"

It was actually longer than that, but I can't remember the words in that particular page. Thats the life shes been living for all these years, all alone in the house, no one to talk to, just waiting for weekends or the holidays, for the house to finally be filled and she finally have company again. One thing about this side of the family is that they're not the type that expresses love openly. It is completely the opposite with the other side where all I wanna do when I see my atuk is to kiss her and hug her as long as possible. That is one thing that I regret the most, for not doing the same thing to my late Wan just because everyone isnt like that. By just looking at her face, you can already tell that all she wants is for people to come to her and talk to her, hug her and ask how is she doing. If I can turn back the time, it wont just be a regular salam, but I definitely will hug her and kiss her everytime I see her so that she knows we care about her. That was just by reading one diary, I cant imagine reading piles of it.

So people, if you still have both of your grandparents, just because the big family is not the affectionate type, we dont have to be like that as well. Show to them that we really love them and care about them while we still can. Kiss and hug them all you want. Or all you have left is regret.

Atuk ♥

Salad for a day

2011-01-21T20:05:00.005+08:00

Muke ku yang lebar lagi padat ini telah menerima tamparan yang sangat gagah perkasa dari bukan si lelaki yang asing baginya tetapi telah berkenalan sejak lahir lagi. En Mesin Bin Penimbang or name english die Weighing machine. Eh weighing scale. Ahh bolehla tuhh. Kuase nak pegi google semata-mata. Alaa ni weighing scale yang kene masuk 20 sen dekat shopping mall tu. Yang suke berada di tempat-tempat paling selalu orang lalu dan lalang. Memang saje kan kau? Banyak-banyak kawasan lapang dan sunyi macam dekat tepi toilet ke, dekat tempat parking kete ke, hmm, tu tak kut, nanti kang tengah melayan perasaan nak menimbang tu kene ragut pulak. Hmmphh.

So the point is, sila la jangan letak mesin-mesin tu dekat depan entrance Jusco ke, depan escalator ke, kira tempat-tempat yang confirm akan ada mata yang selain dari si penimbang untuk dilihat. Alaa padahal p.cik yang lalu curi-curi pandang berat orang tu sebenarnya nak timbang jugak la tuh. Takutla tu orang pandang. Perut da gendang gendut tali kecapi. So, lepas ni, kalau nampak je ada awek ke m.cik ke tengah melaksanakan tugas diaorang dekat atas penimbang tu, sila jalan pandang ke bawah dan jalan dengan speed 80 km/h terus menuju ke destinasi pilihan. Ehh banyak soal plak. 80 km/h tu lepas la lagi kat atas jalan. So, sayalah mangsa keadaan kepada mata-mata sebab kat rumah takde weighing scale. Maklumlah tak mampu nak beli. Dari baby sampai sekarang kan memang graper (-_-'). Lagipun besar kut nak letak kat dalam bilik ku yang kerdil ini.

Muat ke ni nak letak dalam bilik?

Lepas dah menerima tamparan yang hebat dari encik penimbang, masih tak nak menerima kenyataan. Biasela mesin-mesin macam ni. Sehari macam-macam jenis orang naik turun, so memang confirm punyalah ada ralat. Confirm sangat dah ni sebab kakak yang lepas I timbang tu pun muka macam tak boleh terima kenyataan gile lah. So hati bajet senang la kan sebab konon ralat tadi. Dalam senyap-senyap tu risau sampai berpeluh-peluh jugak. Otakla yang berpeluh sebab penat fikir nape diaorang tak hantar mesin tu untuk calibration. Ralat teruk sangat dah tu. Tapi dalam hati, "Hmm patutla skinny yang baru beli aritu macam ketat semacam je". Eh hati bole berfikir ke? Correction. Dalam kepala :).

Balik terus cuba balik seluar tu. Tak pernah pakai lagi ni. Rasa dah macam main tarik tali berusaha nak muatkan sampai ke atas. Hmm. Tadi kan mesin dah ralat. Skinny pun ralat ke? Dalam kepala lagi "Kecut ke seluar ni? Basuh pun tak pernah lagi. Ke diaorang terjahit salah size dekat tag kain tu? Manufacture defect la tuh". Ya Allah, tak sedor diri lagi. Nak jugak cari penyebab ketidakmuatan ke dalam jeans kurus itu. Akhirnya, setelah mendengar kisah-kisah hidup yang memberi inspirasi oleh zee Aqila Zainal I akur di atas ketidakralatan mesin penimbang tadi. Asyik dapat fame je Qila ne. Sila bayar di atas perkhidmatan saya mempopular kan nama anda :). Qila was telling me how she and her dad go for a walk every petang and how shes been eating salad mostly at night made me peed in my pants. Seriously. Haha. Berlebihla kau ne.

From that day, I was determined to do the same thing. (*lagu negaraku for the background*). Malaysia boleh. Aku pun boleh! Haa dah macam nak main badminton pulak. So, I pledge to my bantal wangi, that I will try my best to only have salad every night. Tertakluk kepada terma dan syarat. Tidak termasuk hari minggu, cuti umum dan hari-hari special. Pastu kira-kira tinggal lah dalam 5-6 hari dalam sebulan tuh yang membolehkan kempen "Salad for a day" ini. Okayla tu. Yang penting ada kemahuan. 5-6 hari tak makan nasi, gigil tu. Saya orang melayu yang sejati. Lagi sejati bila nasi bertambah. Perghhh. I hate doing this alone, so I forced me mummehh to sign up for the campaign. Perghh mak datuk. Semangat sakan my mom nak turut bersama. Terus bagi duit suruh pegi beli barang-barang malam tu jugak untuk nak memulakan ekspidisi ni.

The point of this post is that today is the starting day of my "Salad for a day" campaign. Potong riben cepat. Gunting mana?? Penat dah Datin-Datin Seri ni menunggu. And hopefully I can muat back into that shrinked skinny jeans. Ptuihhh. And yes, I ended up being faithful to the campaign ALONE! Thanks ma :). Let us see how long can I be committed to this. Mari kawan-kawan kita amalkan gaya hidup yang sihat. Gilelah. Pasne kerajaan panggil suruh masuk iklan Kementerian Kesihatan. Haha

Grilled chicken salad

Jatuh Untuk Kamu :)

2011-01-20T23:25:00.013+08:00

Pada malam Isnin yang lalu, sdg sedap dibuai mimpi, haha ok NOT! Bru nak start tido pon sbnarnye. *Phone vibrates*. So bukakla mata nak check sapela yang nak msg I tgh2 malam ne. Peminat? Wahh. Tersenarai ke lagi kat dalam market tuh? Macam TAK. Hmmphh. *Hampa!*

Bila dah check phone, SGT excitedd sebab rupe-rupenye peminat fanatik I yang msg, si Aqila Zainal tu yang duduk dekat Jalan Gasing tu yang ade blog bernama Pensamientos tu! (I lebiuu Qilott!). Dalam kelam-kelam malam tu, mata pon tak berapa nak nampak sangat tu, terus rasa sangat FRESSHH seperti susu lembu yang segar dari peti ais bukan dari ladang ye.

HOMGG! Turned out that Qila's friend Ellie have extra ticket to the Secondhand Serenade' s concert! It was on the next day at the Bentley Auditorium, Damansara. Wohooo! Eh wait! Belum tanya Mom. Harapan agak suam-suam di situ. If you know me, you know my Mom. So kenela tunggu keesokan paginya to ask her if I can go. Ahh yes I'm 14 incase if you're wondering. I still have to ask my Mom if I wanna go anywhere. Buang sampah depan rumah pun nak kene tanya. Kidding!

Hari-hari biasa, jika tidak kemana-mana kalau tak pukul 11 bangun memang bukanlah namanya graper yang sejati! Iye saya seorang graper, jika ingin menggunakan perkhidmatan graping saya, sila angkat tangan. Terima kasih. So the next day dengan semangatnya, pukul 6.30 dah berdiri tegak depan pintu bilik si Emak, dengan nada yang slow macam agak-agak tak boleh nak dengar tu "Hmm..Hmm..Malam karang along nak pegi concert(slightly can be heard) boleh (very clear)?" Emaknya pun membalas, "Konsert apa pulak?" Aikk? Rasanya ni baru konsert ku yang ke-2. Minus the ones at school. "Qila dia ada extra ticket, tau?" And the mommehh replied "Ishh. Kul berapa pulak balik tu nanti" And yea I just assumed that it means OK and lead myself back to the bed. So basically met Qila, Tiqah and Ellie at the auditorium and balik tu sangat penat because;

1) It was a free-standing concert. LOL. Free-standing? Nasib air-conditioned. Phewww

2) The concert started with the performance of two local acts. From one act to another, it took like about half an hour to start. We wanted to sit since most of the people at the back sat, but since bontot kami agak2 lebar dan comel, so agak-agak malu untuk melabuhkannya takut terduduk atas lap boyfriend minah sebelah :P. So we chose to stand all the way. Damnn lenguhhh! Marathon 10 km pun tak lenguh macam tu. Ye ker? (-_-#).

3) We screamed like nobodys business because thats what we do BESTT!!Johnnnn!!Mengembalikan zaman-zaman keremajaan i. Walaupun sekarang masih lagi remaja. Percayalah. Sila :)

4) Somehow our spot was a favourite sebab rasa macam nak makan steak (takde kene mengena) je bila orang asyik selamber badak nak jugak menyempit dekat spot yang dah memang sempit tu and yelah bawaklah kaum kerabat tu sekali penuhkan our spot and takpe, we don't mind. And tibe-tibe perasan macam da sebatu jauh dari stage. Heh? And sekali lagi spot menjadi the hot spot lagi sebab kitorang memangla sangat hot. Oke. Sesi memperasankan diri. Saya punye sukela. Ni blog sape? cik Limah belakang kampung tu? cik Joyah anak pak Deris tu? Bukan yer. Ni blog the Zetti anak pak Mizi :). So kenape spot kitorang sangat hot tadi? Sebabnye dah menjadi sasaran kepada si John the vocalist untuk membaling botol air mineral nye itu. Sebabnye kami-kami di situ kelihatan seperti tong recycle yang berwarna biru itu. Eh biru ke?ke hijau? Ketika itu, terasa seperti berada di medan peperangan kerana sedang bertaruh nyawa untuk menyelamatkan kepala dari terkena balingan bom botol mineral tersebut. Begitulah kisah peperangan Secondhand Serenade III yang mengorbankan empat gadis jelita yang bernama *dirahsiakan* disebabkan oleh hentaman dari bom botol mineral oleh pihak lawan. Sekian.

But I had soo much fun, eventhough I only hafal two of their songs. Satu tu pon hafal chorus je. Hmmphh. Di sebabkan tak nak nampak kelopekan di situ, berpura-puralah mulut ini bergerak seperti artis di atas stage berlip-sync :). Lantak pi laa. Yang penting saya gembira :)The concert ended at 9.30. Yes mom, 9.30. Not 12.30. Concert LEO pun habis pukul 10++. Tapi okay je pulak. Confius di situ. Cisnesss. Takpelah, yang penting dapat pergi. Woot! So that was pretty much it. Thanx again Ellie for the ticket! Lepas ni Justin Bieber pulak.

"Baby, baby, baby ohh"

Better start rehearsing from now just incase if the ticket falls from the sky. Who knows :)

Say what??

2011-01-03T16:53:00.005+08:00

No way!

I only blog 13 times for 2010?

That has got to change.

Hoping for more this year.

Lets hope more interesting things to come this year for me to blog about.

No more malas-malas!

Promise.

Happy New Year and Happy Birthday!

2011-01-02T23:05:00.006+08:00

Who knew.
It is already 2011!
It doesnt really feel like 365 days in a year nowadays.

And sometimes it feels like a year was just wasted for nothing.
Like theres soo many things to do and suddenly its already the end of the year.
Oh,
Happy New Year btw!
Somehow, 2010 was just okay for me.
Not that much of accomplishments.
But 2010 marked the year that I am no longer a student.
I don't know whether thats a good thing or a bad thing.
(-.-')
Besides celebrating for new year, 1st Jan means a lot to me too since its Azmi's birthday.

Out of the rest of 365 days, you just have to pop during new year kan?
Its public holiday! And everywhere is jam packed with humans.
Huhu.
Not that I'm complaining, but I just want to spend time with you peacefully.
:))
So we went to MidV to celebrate his birthday.
Since both of us rarely go there, so we chose MidV.
Well actually I chose. LOL
:P:P:P
Treat him lunch at Tony Roma's since he can't stop asking me to go there with him.

He had ribs and I had a burger.

It was so freakin huge and yea as expected, need help to finish it up.

Thank god I have you! My saviour :)

We had a movie at 4 so before the movie, I let him spend his present.

I got him a Topman gift vouchers.

Which took like agess for him to choose.

My god!

Was I like that when ppl have to wait for me buying stuffs that I want?

Haha. Sorry to whom it may concern. LOL

Nasibla birthday. Kasi can la nak buli I. :)
So basically he bought a jeans, and three tops I think.

I hope you did enjoy your shopping spree bb :))

Tak sabar nak bauu baju baru!

Bau kedai seyh.

And after that we went for our movie, Meet The Parents.

Loved it!

So thats about it, on how I spend my new year every year.
Happy Birthday Azmi!

I heart you.

The End of Another Chapter

2010-11-25T17:38:00.008+08:00

I have got to start blogging again while I still have free time for now.

The last post was on August, which was like ages ago.

I pretty much have ended my degree few weeks ago and I dont know how exactly I should be feeling about that.

Happy because I dont have to go through those crazy massive jams in Shah Alam?

Happy that I dont have to go through the same cycle of studies and exams anymore?

Sad that I can no longer see my classmates everyday?

Sad that from now on there is no such thing as free time?

Since that very last presentation I had,

which marked the end of my degree,

theres just too many things running inside my head.

That very last bye bye was very hard indeed especially to Alia, Jedi and Hafiz.

:'(

I have been through so many things with these people and I am very thankful that I did it with them.

What freaks me out the most is how real things are gonna be from now on.

I am not a big fan of changes and I suck dealing with it.

And one thing for sure,

out of all the stages that I have been through so far,

this is the one that i fear the most.

If only I can just stay 21 forever.

Regardless of all those shitty stuff that have happened to me for this past few years in Shah Alam,

all those accidents, summons, parking problems and whatsoever,

and I hate to say this,

but I think Im gonna miss UiTM.

:'(

Bohoo!

And for sure Im gonna miss all my crazy classmates and all the things that we have done together.

ECB8J.

Hopefully we will still be in touch.

Love!

Robe, Mortar Board & a Scroll

2010-08-14T09:42:00.005+08:00

Ookay.

Where to begin?

First of all,

last week,

my very best ever friend,

Qila,

had her convocation.

Congrats again for the thousands of time!

Hehe.

And yes Qila,

Im gonna say this again.

You are now officially a degree holder.

So actually me, Tasya, Shah, Fadi and Azmi planned to ambush her at her convo.

Yeap!

Thats right!

Kudos to UM for the super fast convo,

we were actually late and yea the plan was pretty much a failure.

And yes,

a big thank you to Fadi as well for spilling the plan to Qila.

But after all,

what matters the most is that we were there with her to celebrate her graduation day.

So after that,

we went to Bangsar for a boutique launching by Afiq's sister (Tasyas bf).

Yan Din Fashion & Lifestyle.

Do visit people!

I promise you gonna luv the handbags!

I did.

But unfortunately was out of benjamins at that time.

Ooww.

And btw the refreshments were very yummy.

Definitely LOVE the tortilla.

Not to forget the goodie bag.

Kan best kalau ade handbag dalam tu.

Hehe.

Before I end the post, muchas gracias to Aunty Rozlin and the crew.

For all the info and stuffs.

Hehe.

Gender Bias

2010-07-29T13:28:00.002+08:00

First of all, b4 anyone starts to perasan.

This post is not referring to anyone in particular.

Just something that I will never get.

Like EVER.

Since even in primary school this has been dead obvious in Malaysia especially.

Lets say.

This girl scores 5As for her UPSR, and this boy managed to get only 4As.

But somehow, only God knows why.

The chances of the boy getting into boarding school is much much higher.

It has always been easier for boys to get into anything since like forever.

Everyone should get equal opportunity regardless of how mens population is slightly lesser.

Kalau da x berapa pndai tu what to do.

Nasibla.

Its kinda unfair to that girl who have worked her ass off to get straight As so that she can go for boarding school.

Due to that "express pass" the boys get, they dont have to work as hard as the girls.

And its still happening up to now.

Lepas da habis skola, keje pulak.

Especially in the field that im in.

Engfuckineering.

Like what the hell am i doing in the engineering line.

Like really zetti?

It has always been obvious that in engineering male is the dominator.

And us girls the minority.

But nowadays,

the number is becoming almost equal between the male and female students.

Because again.

Boys kan da used to the "always got away with everything" theory.

So no effort needed.

And there.

Jadi penagih dadahla, rapistla.

Im not trying to be bias myself right now, but that is the reality.

Gender bias is everywhere.

For my case,

when i was doing my practical training.

This is one of the thing that ruined my mood to go to work everyday.

If its not obvious,

i really dont give a damn.

You expect the girl to perform as good as the guy.

But was there even chances given to the girl?

There was this once, our boss had to go to somewhere for one of our project.

He keeps on asking Azmi whether if he have a driving license.

Like as if i dont even exist there.

Like hello!

I have a license.

He had to go to that particular place at wee hours and

he needed a company so just because im a girl,

im not even a choice to ask?

And again im still almost inexistent there at the office.

Even after volunteered and saying that i can actually go, am still not a choice.

Sigh.

If i am to be transferred to Mars, will there still be inequality?

Cus if not, pls take me to be one of ur citizens Mars-ian.

Mrs Boateng

2010-07-05T00:11:00.009+08:00

I know its pretty late for me to talk about world cup.

Cam xde feeling lagi nk talk about it last time.

I have always been a fan of France.

Since 1998, the year they won the world cup over Brasil.

But since that, France has been nothing but only a disappointment.

Especially this year!

They played like some 9th grader during PE or something.

Only 1 goal this time.

Like wth??

But 1 thing for sure, I felt nothing when they were one of the first team to leave.

In fact, I am more than happy to see them leaving the world cup.

They deserved it!

2002 all over again.

Sigh.

Well, since the world cup started, and god knows what happened to France, I have been eyeing on Ghana.

They surprisingly played very well through out the entire time.

Very very well.

And yea, I got the hots for this one Ghana player.

Kevin Prince Boateng.

Effin hot ok!

He is actually a German born, but his dad is a Ghanaian.

So basically he is playing for his dad's country.

He has a brother in the German team, Jerome Boateng.

If he is playing for Germany, mesti da bole tgk die main lagi until now.

:'(

Definitely gonna miss him and his cute african dance moves.

He is now officially my new hope for the world cup.

Love

I super *heart* you baby!

Their last game put me in tears.

They really deserved to go to the semi-finals.

One of the best underdog team.

Hope to see them again for the next world cup.

For now, I'm hoping for either Germany or Spain to win this years world cup.

My favourite thing about this years world cup is that it is no loner belongs to the typical big teams.

Brasil?England?Italy?Portugal?Argentina?

Out you go.

No luck for you this time I guess.

Paraguay?Ghana?

To the quarter finals?

Who could have thought.

Huhu.

Tu jelaa yg nk dperkatakan for now.

Oh btw,

"Say No To Racism!"

Out!

Awww :)

Au Revoir

2010-06-26T00:10:00.008+08:00

Say hey yo!

Hey yo!

:))

I've been wanting to update my blog long long time ago,

BUT

as usual that never gonna happen.

Whenever you have so many things to write about,

you will always have no time to write it out.

ALWAYS.

Currently, I am having my Industrial Training at this one consultant company at SS15,

Subang Jaya.

It started like 2 months ago,

early May or sumthing,

and I have exactly one more week left.

The first few weeks was of course NO fun.

At that time, 5.30 was my fave number EVER!

Exaggerating much?

Dont think so.

Really.

Thats how i felt for the first few weeks.

I slept like super-early,

even earlier than my mom who sleeps at 10 everyday.

I had to do like real work there.

Not just some exercise or sumthing.

Right now,

I think the company is consulting for 3 projects.

And the work that I have to do is for one of the projects,

which is in U5 Shah Alam.

Its a 3 storey shop houses btw.

I basically have to design back the whole thing so that my supervisor can counter check my calculation with hers.

So far, none of the work that I had to do isnt work.

It was tiring but still thankful tho.

Atleast I learned something.

Some of my classmates dont have to do that much of work.

They basically have to just duduk2 at the office till the time is up.

Its actually depends on the company.

If they care enough to let you learn things during ur practical.

Some dont even bother to leave the student with any task or work.

Such a waste of time.

Pfftt.

At first,

I was unsure if the company gives us monthly allowances until that very precious moment.

1st of JUNE 2010.

*Lights on**Drum roll*

My first payslip EVERR!

Kinda jakun. I know!

So happy!

The feeling is like undesribebable.

Really thought that we're not gonna get any!

The working spirit suddenly burst out of nowhere.

And I no longer be the girl who stares blankly at the clock constantly.

I hate to admit this but how i wish the time could be longer.

2 months is never enough to learn everything.

And I think I'm starting to like working.

Its pretty dope getting to do things that you can never imagine that you are capable of doing.

This one last week gonna be pretty tough since its the final week.

I'm sure I'm gonna cry.

Bohoo!

:'(

2 months may not be that long but these 2 months I had,

was super hectic and memorable.
I have never been given that much of trust and respect before,

but I got all that during these 2 months.

I have never been treated like an adult before,

but not at the company.

Practical or not,

your work is just like everyone elses.

*Sigh*

Certainly gonna miss everything.

Gonna miss being busy and all the people there.

Especially my supervisor and the kakak secretary.

Such a sweetheart.

♥

Noo!Something underwater bit me!

2010-05-06T15:16:00.010+08:00

LOL.

I know.

Exaggerating much.

But really.

Something did bit me..dead cells.

Haha.

It was pretty much a last minute plan.

Qila posted her twitter status on wanting to go to the Fish Spa.

I have always wanted to try, but dont know who to go with.

Plus, totally need some getaway moments with all the exams and stuff.

So,

we went to midvalley to go feed those hungry fishes.

Huhu.

Ohamgee!

I knew that its gonna be all ticklish and scratchy.

But when you experienced it urself,

you will know how embarassing it could make u.

Haha.

Me and Qila was like screaming all the way bcus it was so freakin ticklish!

Bapak die.

Memang x ingat dunia la kegeliannye.

I can never imagine how its gonna be like if we go for the whole body.

We chose to go for the amature fishes first.

They basically have three sizes, ranging from small, medium to large.

All in different pools or whatever it is.

I was scared to try those other sizes thinking of how awfully ticklish its gonna be.

Im gonna like totally scream like nobodys business fo sho.

So Qila, the brave one,

went and try the medium fishes first then the largest one.

I went and try the medium ones only,

because i dont thnk i have the courage to dip my kaki into the big hungry ones!

It took me quite some time tho to get both of my feet into the medium ones.

Mcm celaka je asyik takut2.

Dahla the time was limited.

Ow,

we went for half an hour btw.

So last2 give in la jugak and let those fishes do their thang.

It was one hell of an experienced.

But definitely wants to go give it a try again.

Maybe the big ones next time.

Haha.

NOT!

Didnt snap that much of a photo bcus the lighting was bad.

Gelap.

Cerita Basi

2010-05-05T23:42:00.005+08:00

WOW!

Sudah berkarat blog ku ini.

Huhu.

I think its already time for me to re-rust it.

Haha.

Been too long already.

Since im currently lifeless right now,

lets update on whats been happening for the past few months.

Thankfully exam sudah over!

N thankfully FYP's presentation went well.

I hope!

Since my second name is procrastinator SO,

mmg sampai ke hujung la baru nak gelabah siapkan report FYP.

But whatevs.

Everythings over for this semester.

For this semester la.

More to come next semester.

Sighh.

Sebenarnye nak cerita byk2 pon bukannye ingat pon bende2 yang da happened.

So cite la bende2 yang ingat je yer.

Emm after my second paper,

me and bestee (Qila n Tasya),

went to this AISEC thingy at Taylor's College at SS15.

Its a program for those who interested to do voluntary work or internship outside of Malaysia.

If only bapaku adalah toke minyak, mmg nak sgt pegi!

Ive always wanted to go for voluntary work.

Ala2 angie for UNICEF la kan.

Just minus the tattoos, pouty lip, and Brad. Huhu

Sampai dulu cakap dekat umiku,

"Along rase nak berhenti blajar la, nak wat voluntary work,

cam yang diaorg anta2 helpout during tsunami tu".

Uminye menjawab,

"Hello, kain baju kat rumah ne pon x nak VOLUNTEER sidai,

ade hati nk tolong orang lain"

*tersenyap*

Haha.

Terus x sebut da pasal tuh.

Huhu.

Neways,

the talk was super short not how we expected it to be.

Supposedly 2 hours.

So cam since me and qila kan part of the harudins,

so wat muke x malu je join the harudins family dinner after AISEC.

Ow before went for dinner,

pusing2 la SS15 sbb baru teringat office practical kat situ.

Bapak die.

Juling anak mate cari office tu.

x ley byk lg ke kdai+office+bank kat SS15 tu?

Berpuluh round hampeh x jumpe!

Akhirnye akur dan went to MAKLONG'S for dinner wth the harudins.

Hehe.

Had n.g. paprik :)

My super usual meal.

Makan-makan then send qila home.

Jeff (tasya's lil brother) followed us.

He is like a moving radio.

Always have things to talk about.

SGT hyper-talkative.

The funniest thing which was also higlight of the day was when tasya n jeff

spent almost half and hour at mi case playing with mimi and black.

Jeff jelaa. Tasya x. Huhu.

I thot he was just kidding about wanting to go inside the house to see mimi n black.

Sbb si Jeff ne sgt la malu2 dgn me and qila everytime we meet.

Betol2 rupenye!

Berpeloh2 die mengejar kucing2 ku itu cus mimi ngan black ne

takut x kene tmpat sket bile nmpak org x knal dlm rumah.

Mcm2la teknik aku ajar si Jeff tu cmne nk panggil Mimi klua frm under the couch.

Sian die, ikut je. Cute!

Siap naik atas lg bermesra dgn abahku.

Ntah apela yang die borakkan nye.

Bolela jadi the harmizis pulak yer tasya.

:))

We Are Not Hamsters!

2010-03-01T09:35:00.004+08:00

howdy!

have u guys heard on the news recently about this innocent little girl who died because she was beaten by her mom's bf?

omg!

i feel like slaughtering that guy after hearing that news.

like for real man.

are u serious?

i dont even have the heart to do that to my cats.

i have no idea what is in that guys mind when doing that to the girl.

she was 3 for god sake.

x smpat nk masuk kindergarden pon lg.

she was about to enter the age where she can start to explore the world.

like what the hell?

ur not even her biological dad.

"according to a witness who refused to be named, the guy took the girl to the football field with him and the girl suddenly started crying.

upon hearing the girl crying, the guy who was wearing football boots became angry and started stomping her infront of many people."

that was what they said on the newspaper.

dahla da pijak budak tu.

with a frggin football boots?

and when the girl fainted i think, then he took her to the hospital and told the nurses there that the girl was hit by a car.

and she was believed already dead while on the way to the hospital.

they found bruises all over her body and they believed that the guy have been abusing the girl for quite a while already.

what have the world turning into nowadays?

x tengok ke how those ppl in haiti and chile hilang anak?mati anak?

x penah dgr ke how some married couples having so much troubles to get just even one child?

how people been dealing with child abduction everyday?

ne kau nk amik pulak lagi nyawa budak tu.

eee geramnye.

u feel so helpless when things like this happened.

that guy should be sentenced to death.

no MERCY for him!

at all.

period.

or just tie him up at the dataran merdeka or sumthing n let the public speaks.

campakla tukul ke ape.

biar sampai mati.

i may not know how it feels like to be a parents.

the tense, the pressure, whatsoever.

but 1 thing im sure of.

beating a kid to that very point and take her life away is something that we HUMAN dont do.

we are not a frggin hamsters who actually eat their own babies.

we dont even have the rights to do that.

only GOD can take our life away.

not some child-abused pscyho.

to those who just got married, pls.

make sure ur absolutely ready to be a parent.

let us not be like one of these animals.

done.

out!

Happy Burpday Qillz!

2010-02-28T19:12:00.004+08:00

one special post for one special someone.
:))

Qila ♥

happy 23rd birthday!

may all ur wishes come true

♥ u!

mwahhhhhhh

sorry.laptop ne ade gmbr ne je of u.:)

What keeps me back on track?

2010-02-03T18:05:00.004+08:00

what is it that makes u feel good all over again after having a bad day?
heres what i do when im not in a very likeable condition :

when theres extra cash, what else. go get ur ass to ur fave store n SHOP!but jgnla sampai overbudget plak.esok mkn pasir kang.huhu
talk to people who ur comfortable with. be it a boyfee,bestee. WHOEVER.as long as they have pair of ears and willingly to listen.
crave for something.even if ur not craving for anything that time. FORCE urself to.
watch a VERY sad movie so that people around you wont even notice the REAL reason for ur tears. when i said VERY.i meant it.or else ur just gonna end up embarass urself.
this one never fails to work. go SNOOZE urself. take how many hours u want its ur problem.lalaland gonna help u.
stare at CHUCK BASS photos.haha.NOT!.well maybe it'll work if the real one is infront of me.
spend time talking to the furry creatures at home.if u dont have one.ckp ngn ptung pon okla.:)
watch makeup tutorial on youtube.and yea.TRY it.dont just watch.u get to LEARN n HEAL at the same time.
of course.seek for HIS guidance.pray n ask HIM for help.theres always a reason why ur unhappy.Allah always have the answer.

well, so far, thats all i could thnk of.they all work like wonders.huhu.not all the time tho.thats its for now. just a random post to keep me updated.so long!:))

Mimi and Black

2010-01-22T22:58:00.005+08:00

okkay.
since i hve nothing much to blog about.
im gonna post few pictures of my two new love interest.
huhu.
i used to have this one cat at home.
my one n only love.
baby.
but theres this one day my mom went n send him out of the house.
she planned to get baby out of the house LONG time ago.
cus of few reasons.
what pisses me off is the fact that i didnt even get to say my last goodbye to him.
omg.
it breaks my heart seing him wondering outside the house.
he's never been outside before.
its been 3 weeks i think.
n i havent seen him ever since.
thinking that someone might have taken him kills the shit out of me.
no sign of him at ALL.
:(:(:(:(
baby.
please come back where ever u are.
(-_-,)

i miss u!:(

thankfully i still have mimi and black to fill up my days.
i took them from the back of my house during the holiday last time.
huhu.
sorry.
da terpisahkan ngn mak die.
takpela.
nnt jejak kasihla.
huhu.
can never get enough of them.
the cutest thing ever.
nuff said.
picture time!
huhu.

<3!

mimi.

how can i say no to this?

Another crappy post.

2010-01-18T18:20:00.003+08:00

as of for now.
nothing much happened.
but im starting to FEEL the final year aura.
after hearing the briefing on fyp.
i was like.
wow.
this must be exactly how qila felt.
im like totally freaked out doh.
i dont even have a topic yet!
2 weeks wasted already.
it feels like as if u were thrown to some god-knows-where-island
ALONE!
and
u dont even know what the hell to do.
arghhhh.
awal2 da tension.
haishh.
i miss me besteess!!
its been quite a while that i havent talk to them.
Qila!Tasya!Fadi!
miss u babiess soo much.
:((
when life treats u like crap.
the only cure u need is ur bestee.
because?
they listen.
they listen.
they listen.
that is all i need.
not some fucked up attitudes.
u dont wanna listen.
then DONT!
nobody force u to.
as i grow older.
i realized that i have more fucked up people in my life more than REAL people.
u do nice things for them.
u please them.
then what did u get in return?
crap.
but thanx to these ppl atleast i got my blog updated.
oh well.
thats one thing i cannot control of.
the migration of these morons into my life.
again.
another i-dont-care! post.
im sorry.
i just need to blurt it out.
thats all for now.
out.

Strike Three!

2010-01-12T22:52:00.004+08:00

that is IT!
i've had it!
no more being nice.
i wanted to write a post last time on how Ui*M has been a total fucked up to me since
the first day of class started.
but then i was thinking that "xpela..not even worth it"
NOT after today!
i am beyond pissed off right now that i swear to god if burning a building or killing someone isnt against the law, ill be in history for burning down HEP (dan yg sewaktu dgnnye)
oh.
please.
you ppl can stop burning down those churches.
there are other places who needs the burning so much.
trust me.
first day of class.
the fact that its monday mmg da x yah ckpla kn.
so not in the mood to even start class yet.
went in as usual.
back gate.
nothing unusual so far.
UNTIL i got to the faculty.
WHAT THE FUCK?
these U*TM ppl man.
they have nothing better to do than making the students life miserable ke?
before this they made this rule where students are not allowed to park their cars at the faculty's parking lot.
then cam sort of x jadi.
biasela.
celaka mmg camtu.
one day camne.
another.
god knows what.
so what happened that morning was that i found out that they have already installed those electric palang.
prob. when we were on our holiday.
the ones where we usually sees at the shopping mall.
with mouth full of cursing i had to reverse my car n get the hell out of there.
if only i was driving a kereta kebal that time.
totally gonna run it over.
the thing is before you pass tht stupid palang.
there are two more parking sections right before the palang.
and i just dont get why they have to close that two sections too?
and mcm bangang je bapak kosong sial parking.
pulak dekat that two front sections yg mmg da ditutup cam kandang babi.
fuck it man.
whoever that suggested to put on that electric palang.
and close that two sections especially.
dude.
i CURSE the day u were born.
ptuihhh.
so since we cant park at the faculty, they let us park at Mawar's(Dorm) parking lot.
imagine when almost every single students of the engineering fac have to park at that one same spot?
x besar pon the parking lot.
can fit maybe around 70 cars probably.
mane la org ne letak kepale otak die when thnking of doing this.
so since da x muat mulela org overlap kereta org lain.
cam cibai ade lak yg pndai sgt x turunkn hand brake.
ade yg da turun hand brake dgn bijaksane nye pon g letak gear kat P.
thanx for making everyones day better.
go find urself a cliff n jump off.
so whatevr it is its not like i can actually do anything about it.
so park jelaa kat stu.
n on wednesday which supposed to be a free day for me turned into another i-wnna-burn-u*tm-like-so-badly day.
since theres no class on wednesday so ape lagila kn.
mestila nk kua jalan2.
so went to cineleisure with azmi cus we wanted to eat steamboat.
bought sherlock holmes at 1.50p.m i think.
while waiting for the hall to be open, got this text messge from Alia.
my classmate btw.
" u tau x ade meeting ngan dekan kul 2.30 nnt?"
OMG!
i swear when i went back home the day before there was no notice about the meeting.
NADA!
like seriously.
cam babi gile.
dahla da beli tiket, jauh pulak nak g uni from cineleisure.
we watched the movie halfway.
and went straight to uni around 3.30.
sial gile dapat tgk jude law halfway je.
i really dont give a shit about the meeting.
cus mmg a total waste and these management ppl man.
they asked the students to point out questions during the Q&A session.
and then bagi jawapan mcm rase nak lempang je.
hey DR's.
how the hell did u even get ur title yg pjg nk mampos tu?
then cam bngang jwab mcm sial.
next time x yah bukak pon Q&A session.
back to the story.
its not the meeting contents tht made me worried.
its the friggin attendance.
cus mmg naik court ar xg fac nye event.
like last semester we had to line up to give our own attendance and sign this attendance sheet.
so nk suh org sign kn mmg obviously x ley ar kn.
so i was worried tht they will do the same thing this semester.
smpai2 meeting pon da habis.
tgk2 kene letak attendnce dlm box je cam biase.
SIALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive just wasted my gas for NOTHING!
mcmbabisial.
and yea.
diaorg baru letak notice petang selasa tu.
aku yg da balik earlier than that sememangnye takkan tau.
and to spice things up.
another day in hell (U*TM) 2day.
bright day 2day.
klua rumah quite early.
not that i sense trouble,im just in a good mood for clss today.
sambil dengan gembiranye menyanyi sambil memandu.
regardless of the jam.
aku masih gembira.
lalalala.
masuk gate cm biase.
then cruising through Mawar to get my baby parked.
MOTHERFUCKER!
tibe2 babi berbaju biru tu ke sape tutup gate mawar tu.
arini ade time pulak ke gate tu nk bukak?
ke automatik jugak cam palang tu nk kene swipe2 card?
i just dont get it!
so cam i stopped at the side for a while cus tgh terkaku jap.
then i saw these few girls who looked as much cnfiused as i am opening the gate n let themselves in.
so since ive passed the entrance of mawar so i had to make another round to get to the entrance.
leganye rase time tu.
tibe2 dtg pulak manusia berbaju biru cam tgh marah2 those girls just now cus pndai2 bukak the gate.
and he went n tutup back the gate.
GREAT!
since im officially not in a mood that time i just park my car at the sides of DC.
and yea.
totally ruined my day.
thank u!
and good news is i still have 11 months of suffering.
sbb parking bodo aku rse malas nk mampos g class.
so now.
tell me?
church or HEP?
arghhh.
this is probably the longest post.
n i knw boring.
but i just have to let it out.
still pissed.
im out!

Tasya <33!!

2009-12-21T00:06:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Lahir yg Ke-22 Cik Tasya yg Tersayang!!

Hope ur having much fun on ur brthday!
Tc luv.
God Bless Yea.
MWAHHHH.

ILYSSM!

Bawang. and. Asap

2009-12-12T00:18:00.003+08:00

haha.
for some weird reason i chose to talk about bawang n asap.
since i have nothing else to repek about anyway.
i have a VERY sensitive pair of eyes.
im not trying to be a spoil brat or anything.
EVERYtime i cut the bawang my tears will start to flow like gile ok!
n it last for about.
emm lemme see.
the WHOLE day?!!
bole g casting for a crying role tau.
totally gonna score that.
huhu.
dahla mate da cmtu.
hdung pon nk bnjir jugak.
ive seen ppl who hve no feelings whn they cut the bwng.
nothings flowing.
NOTHING.
non.
NADA!!
JEALOUS!
but my situation.
one bwang n off u go to the toilet.
wash wash.
then potong again.
wash wash again.
till the very last bawang.
haha.
lame2 serupe x yah tolong je.
same goes to asap.
grg ikan berasap sikit pon da pedih cm siay.
i'll def lock myself in the room whn my moms frying the fish.
i soo wanna help ok.
but my eyes wont let me.
if it last for few mins xpe.
how to cook for hubby like this?
mkan lua jelaa yer kite.
:))
*wink*
i hve no idea wht bawang n asap hve against me.
:(((((
qila said that i might hve stepped on someones tanaman bawang
or
bakar it when i was little.
haha.
funny shits man.
when she said that made me wanna blog about it.
heck on how stupid it sounded.
dont care.
bohoo!
:P
n also because im having it ryte now.
still pedih as hell.
so.

dear bawang n asap,

whatever it is that i mght have buat to u guys.
that hurt u without me realizing it.
past,present,future.
im deeply sincerely am sorry.
plz do forgive me.
its me who is at fault.
not my eyes.
plz stop hurting them.
im begging u!

The Return

2009-12-02T22:44:00.004+08:00

bismillah.

wow.
this blog is getting rusty n so is my brain.
its been ages since my last post.
i have soo many things to blog about but yea.
saye sgt malas.
and today.
dont know what struck me that im suddenly so rajin to write.
wohoo!
im back on track baby.
:))
nothings new.
same ol' me.
still on my semester break.
cant wait to start my new semester.
1 year to go!!
i must say.
time flies really really fast.
anyways i cant wait for ths friday.
so excited!!
setelah penat berangan2.
berplan2.
bermimipi2.
i finally get to go sumwhere OUT of KL with my bestee.
like FINALLY.
we're going to Melaka to hangout at fadi's place.
woot woot!!
u have no idea how long ive been waiting for this day to come.
will def update on it later.
tu jelaa rsenye yg nk diceritakan arini.
actually nk ksi opening je lu td for my come-back.
dah terlebih cte plak.
huhu.
oh yea.
today is my sayangs birthday!
cik Rizwana Bashir Ahmad.
have a gud one gurl!
ily.
mwahhh.

<3!

Sweet Dreams? NOT!

2009-09-24T13:59:00.004+08:00

people say that dreams will usually appears when ur thinking TOO much about sumthing or because youre too tired.

or sbb x basuh kaki!
kalau mmp ngeri la.
huhu.
ive been getting mixed dreams for the past few days.
yesterday yesterday.
had this dream about this place that ive visited before in my DREAM long long time ago.
cant remember when but i know that ive been to that place in my dream before.
huhu.
weird kan.
how dreams pon ade sequeal die.
this time siap ajak kawan pegi tempat tu.
qila, shah and tasya kut.
owh its a beach btw.
i went there for snorkling in that dream.
so nk ajakla kwan go there again cus mmg lawa gile la.
so before heading to the beach pegila tempat2 yg i penah 'lawat' before dlm mmp dulu tu.
huhu.
sume cam da lain.
siap ade this swimming pool where you can actually swim with dugongs.
not dolphins, but dugongs.
i repeat DUGONGS!
haha.
then cam sesat2 nak cari that beach cus byk tmpat da kene developed.
then had to stop at a clinic cus one of my fren, (shah) was having diarrhea.
siap doctor kasi shot la.
haish.
mcm2 mimpi aku ne.
so while otw tgh nk cari that beach.
aku telah pon dkejutkan dari mimpi.
demmit!
unfinished business.

sweet dreams tonight?

so lets move on to the second one.
which i just had this morning.
have u ever had this dream, usually a sad one, where in that dream u were crying about sumthing.
and suddenly u automatically terjage knowing that u MMG sdg menangis in real life.
u get what im trying to say?
had this kind of dream brape kali ntah.
cant remember.
i hate it.
lainla masuk chuck bass ke.
huhu.
cus selalunye it happened because i mmg tgh ade problem dengan org dlm mimpi tu.
the thing is,
surely akan terbangun when tgh baru start nangis then u realized that u mmg tgh nangis in your sleep.
susahnye nk explain.
i just need to get it out of my head.
cus once da dpt mimpi mcm ne.
ill be having mood swings the whole day.
n asyik nak nangis thnking bout the mimpi.
it sucks.
BIG TIME!
emm tu jelaa nak cerita.
how dreams can actually affect your daily life.
MY daily life i mean.
peace and out.

mood swings also affect the skills of blog writing..wakaka.

Kids, Do Not Do This At Home!

2009-09-23T21:49:00.006+08:00

had an awesome raya.
as always.
but not gonna post on my raya's yet.
but to share with yea a video on why mercun was banned.
haha.
enjoy!

watch closely.

(tu bapak budak yg main tu..ish2..bad example..huhu)

.Ketupat Zetti.

2009-09-19T12:56:00.000+08:00

this will be my last post for the time being.
will be back right after raye of course.
just wnna post on my first attempt of menganyam ketupat.
hehe.
ive been wanting to learn how to anyam the ketupat.
and like finally.
yesterday my mom decided to teach us how to.
it was hard ok!
SERIOUSLY!
asyik nk marah2 je sbb x jd2 ketupat aku tu.
huhu.
dahla tgn keras nk mampos.
mmg lagi susahla nk jadinye.
after thousands of attempt.
finally terhasilnye ketupat zetti.
yippeee!!
hehe.
da pndai da buat.
wohoo.
haha.
tp rasenye if suh wat one more time
sure dah x ingt nye.
haha.
but when da dpt bentuk kan die tu.
rase cm bangge gile doh.
bukan snang tau.
tak caye tryla g blaja.
sure merempan2 dulu nye.
baru la dapat.
haha.
will be going back to bentong this evening.
but rasenye ramai da smpai kat kampung pon kut by today.
so to those yg baru nk bertolak.
berhati2 di jalan raya.
biar lambat asalkan selamat aite.
thats all for now.
bubye.
♥

Selamat Hari Raya!

2009-09-17T20:18:00.008+08:00

Last tuesday, i received this item that i purchased online
from this girl i found at this one forum.

Ive been looking for this item since like agess.
We dont have the brand in Malaysia.
Its only a drugstore product in US.
URBAN DECAY.
But it is soo good.
Its an eyeshadow primer btw.
I think it is by far the best eye base so far.
So i paid her on friday.
she sent me the item on monday.
And i received it on tuesday.
so happy!!
this is my first time ever buying something online.
kinda scared on the first place.
but after reading replies from other buyers so cm cnfident sket.
i luv luv luv it!
i will definitely buy more things online now.
especially products that are not available here in malaysia.
bole gune wktu raye nnt.
yippee!
hehe.

i da start cuti for raye today.
its not official actually.
ne cuti yg arranged sndiri ngn lecturers.
the real one should be 2moro.
huhu.
i still remember how i used to be so friggin excited to go home when i was in penang last time.
mmg da x ingt dunie da.
x sabar2.
beli tiket pn kene awl2.
u so dnt wnna be one of those ppl who ends up ticket-less n x dpt balik kg cpt.
ntah2 da raye bru dpt tiket.
n even worse for those who stays in the pantai timur area especially have to take the 'bus tambahan' when they have no other choice cus tket da habis.
kesian je.
dahla lame nk smpai.
huhu.
atleast bus balik kl bykla jugak.
n tu pon 4 jam da rase mcm berzaman je dlm bus tu.
naik kelepet da tulng belakang aku tu.
huhu.
skarang ne da x rase da sume tu.
im like home every sngle day.
huhu.
cuti ke x same je.
lain feel die when u tgh somewhere far from home thn when da cuti mmg feel gle la nk balik rumah.
mcm2 rase die.
x sabar2 nk smpai rumah.
when da smpai rumah then dpt baring atas katil sgt tak bole diexplainkan in words ok!
heaven!
huhu.
so tinggal lagi 2 hari je nk raye da.
sedar x sedar da sebulan kite puase.
harap2 ade la yg telah dipelajari sepanjang kite berpuase ne.
insyaAllah.
raye ne kwn2 jagela diri ok.
jgn hilang pape.
tgn ke kaki ke duit raye ke.
huhu.
and makan tu ingtla dunie sket yer.
penat2 je lose weight sebulan.
da mcm beranak 3 balik da.
huhu.
as for that, i would like to apologize for all my wrong doings to any of you
that i might not even realized.
Sorry if ive said things that might hurt you in anyway.
sumenye tidak disengajakan.
harap maklum.
huhu.
Maaf zahir dan batin.
have fun this raye aite ppl!
collect duit raye byk2.
nnt bole kua joli.
wakaka.
take care!
see yea after raye.
do come over to my house for raye aite.
you are most welcome.
bubyee!
♥

Selamat Hari Raya Aildifitri!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

To Qila : Cik Qila, sila jgn buat open house awal sgt yer. Saye selalu terlepas open house rumah
kamu!Sgt tidak puas hati..huhu

2009's Berbuka

2009-09-14T15:23:00.006+08:00

i actually wanted to post this few weeks ago.
but then i have to wait for the berbuka session with me bestee.
baru bole kasi review.
huhu.
emm this year bykla jugak berbuka outside.
cam nk beli kat bazaar pon da naik boring.
everything is the same for the entire month.
so,

First week of puase :
went to bukit raja with azmi planning to eat at johnnys actually but end up eating at nandos cus full house.
haish.
nasib byk lagi seats kat nandos.
kalau x buke kat fudcourt jelaa jawbnye.
tu pon berjela pjgnye the line for ppl to pay their foods.

Second week of puase :
went for berbuka with fareeza and the gang.
hehe.
at section 14 , which i thought at Shah Alam on the first place.
rupenye section 14 PJ.
some pakistan restaurant.
Pakeeza kut name die.
lupe da.
huhu.
since aku x au jalan just ikut fareeza from the back.
the food was nice.
so was the atmosphere.
balik rumah terus tumbuh six pack cus byk sgt gelak.
haha.
didnt eat that much tho cus cam the food is quite mengenyangkan.

Third week of puase :
went to seoul garden kat ioi with my family for berbuka.
da reserve pagi bute pon tnggal few seats je left.
nsbla jugak dpt.
as recommended by cik tasya.
aku pon men-recommend kan la kedai ne kat mak aku.
so pegila try.
its a korean-grill-steamboat restaurant.
buffet style.
not really into the steamboat part cus the kuah was kinda tawar
n they dont really have any special sauce to eat with.
but what i love the most is the grilling part.
sedap woo.
they have different type of marinates for each ingredients.
nyam nyamm.
ade jugak bnde lain yg they served.
ade soup, ns, mee, icecream.
they even have this ABC section.
you can make ur very own ABC.
best!
merasa la kejap jd penjual ABC.
kene wat tuk mira ngan mak aku.
bengang je.
huhu.
so if korang da x au mn nk g this shuld be a good choice to try something new.
g during lunch.
murah sket.
wktu da x puase la kan.
hehe.
tp kalau rase diri tu student dptla murah lgi sket.

last saturday, like finally.
setelah lame merancangnye.
akhrnye smpai jugak harinye.
had my berbuka with qila and tasya.
fadi and shah supposed to join us.
but biasela.
diaorng nye K-power mmg undeniable da.
x ley nk kate ape da.
haha.
we went to ikano to have steamboat at Ketam Village Steamboat.
its my fave steamboat.
pon full house jugak.
nasib da reserve awal2.
biasela tu during puase ne.
bukan org islam je kua makan that time.
orang lain pon same la nk memenuhi ruang jugk.
i thnk i ate the most.
bapak kenyang perut.
nsib pakai baju besar sket.
xdela nmpak pape yg x perlu ditunjuk tu.
the sucky part was whn the bloody guy placed us outside of the kedai.
kat tmpat yg org nk stand waiting for their turn to be ushered.
nk makan dgn tenang pon x dpt.
bengang betul.
dahla makan steamboat ne mmg x ley nk sopan2.
those ppl yg tgh tunggu turn tu duk stare je org tgh nk mkan.
cilakak betul.
like hello?
but whttahell.
we dont give a shit.
makan tetap makan.
we are enjoying every bits of our steamboat to its very last piece.
then plannye nk makan ikea's icecream.
so cam biase.
kalau x camwhore mmg x sah la kan outing.
masukla ikea kejap.
jadi model utk barang2 kat dlm tu kejap.
haha.
then after da penat shooting we went for the icecream and head back home.

so itula die collection berbuka puase ku.
the last week ne x yahla review.
cam da x buke kat lua je da.
huhu.
duit pon da kering.
harap je bulan puase.
same je.
huhu.
so i upload some of the photos je here, the rest kamu2 tgk kat fb la yer.
okies.
till then.
bubye!

P/S : fareeza.. sorry lambat upload gmbr..hehe..

Raya Preparation Pt 2

2009-09-11T19:03:00.002+08:00

its been a while snce my last post.
wktu tu baru je start puase.
ne da nk towards the end of puase da.
cepat..cepat..
x rase pon cm sebulan.
tau2 je tnggal semnggu je lg kite nk berhari raye.
this years puase is just like any other puase so far.
nothing unusual happened.
alhamdulillah.
BUT!
this time i managed to overcome my puase greediness!
yeehaww!!
hehe.
kalau x.
emm dulu bile g bazaar je sume pon nk angkut.
kebab nk mkn.
sate nk mkn.
roti john nk mkn.
tak sedor diri la katekan.
konon mcm besar sgtla ruang dlm perut aku ne.
last2 ke dalam tong smpah jua perginye.
yg penting bile nk buang tu sile SOROK2 yer.
jgn dinmpk oleh OTAI2 kat dalam rumah ne.
yang duitnye telah dilaburkan ke makanan2 aku yg dlm tong smph tu.
ish2.
alhamdulillah la.
tahun ne nmpaknye da kurang da penggunaan plastik smpah
kat rumah ne wktu bulan puase.
hehe.
da ade kesedaran sivik sket.
tak elok tamak2.
nnt jadi cm anjing ngan bayang2 die tu.
huhu.
pulak dah.
haha.
tapi pulak kan.
mak aku pulak yg telah mewarisi ketamakan aku tu.
slalunye mak turun kat anak.
camne ntah kali ne terbalik plak.
die pulak yg tamak haloba nye kali ne.
sume nye nak.
aku pulak yg marah2 die jgn beli.
sape yg mak neh.
cnfius2.
huhu.
kali ne ala2 kdar je my mom prepare for hari raye.
emm i dnt see any sgns of kuih raye so far.
sbbnye secara cnfrmnye kuih2 itu akan bole dgunakan
utk raya tahun depan.
jadi mak aku da mlas nk membeli kueh.
die sbuk touch up rumah je.
new curtain.
new flowers.
yg akhirnye dirosakkan oleh binatang2 dalam rumah ne.
hehe.
so from that, i can conclude that my raya this year is pretty moderate.
biase2 je sudeh.
huhu.
its gonna be a lil bit awkward for my dad this year
cus he will be parent-less this raye.
its so weird when every year i used to go through the mintak maaf
routine by going to the grandparents first, but this time not anymore on my dads side.
our first raya without my late wan.
memories will definitely coming back one by one.
ingatkan dulu smpat la nk kasi wan merasa duit raye pemberian aku.
emm nmpknye x smpat pon.
:(:(:(.
tgk aku beranak pinak pon x sempat.
wuu.
tbe2 cam nk nangis plak.
x sempat pon nk mintak ampun for the last time.
xpela.
Allah lebih menyayangi die.
klah.
i think ive crap too much already.
i better stop now.
enjoy ur last days of puase ppl!
thats all for now.
toodles!
♥

P/S : To my dear bestees, insyaAllah tahun ne korang bole dtg raye rumh i k...WAJIB! :P

Raya Preparation Pt 1

2009-08-31T14:31:00.004+08:00

its been already 10 days of fasting.
believe it or not.
its so funny how time flies really fast.
tibe2 je da 10 hari.
n that means theres only 20 more days left till raye!
yipeeee!!!
hehe.
nothing much happened this few days.
went out to PKNS on saturday to get baju raya.
actually this is already the SECOND time we went there.
last time was to just look around.
not intended to get anything yet.
so last saturday mmg plan nk beli baju raya.
haha.
i know.
so semangat kan.
my familys been that type since EVER.
we always shop for our baju raya during the first week of puase.
bukan ape.
nnt its either dah xde size or sume yg tinggal da xbest.
huhu.
its better late than never?
i dont thnk so.
pening la jugak pegi PKNS aritu.
so many people.
dahla everyones wearing a mask.
n IM NOT!
cam takut dah.
nak tgk baju pon cam da x njoy cus byk sgt org.
but my dad n my sister managed to find something they like in the end.
n left me baju raye-less.
wuu..
so lepas da berjaya melepaskn diri from PKNS ,
we decided to look for my baju at SACC plak.
belek punye belek.
finally.
i found 'her'.
i can feel that we're meant to be.
hahaha.
so happy ive finally found something.
so sume org pulang ke rumah dgn muke x bole blah.
kalau x.
emm if ade yg x dpt tu mulela ade yg muncung sedepa tu kang.
n that includes me.
haha.
so mcm tulaa kisahnye weekend saye.
oh.
btw.
happy 52nd birthday Malaysia!
till then.
bubye.

My Version of Puase

2009-08-25T14:36:00.003+08:00

ohaiyo!
hehe.
just finished reading fareeza's blog.
she was telling about her ramadhan memories.
n cm best plak.
so i decided to crite mine too.
hehe.
COPYCAT!
i knw!
lol.
every ramadhan sure ade je bnde yg akn happen.
nk test keimanan kn.
hehe.
emm dulu kechk2 semangat je nk dpt full.
sbb nnt dpt duit puase!
hehe.
snggup tu menahan lapar dn dahaga.
tgk member sume selamber badak je mkn eskrim dpn mate aku.
rase nk lempang je.
haha.
but theres this one time that i just couldnt resist the temptation.
i was in standard one kut.
my babysitters daughter,
who i claimed to be my bff hidup n mati that time,
hehe.
was eating this icecream pjg.
ala.
yg dlm plastic tu.
ape nth name die.
shes one year younger anyways.
so xpela kn die x puase.
x skola pon ag.
so aku yg puase ne meleleh air liur jelaa tgk.
im assuming that she still dont understand about this whole puase thingy
that time because she offered me a bite.
haha.
shitness!!
i was like "emm xpela imah [name die], kak eti [me] puase. x ley makan "
so cam mule2 berjaye la resist.
then bile ais krim tu da makin pndek.
"emm imah, nk rase la sikit. tp jgn bgtau mak kite tau "
n there i was.
licking n biting that milo ice cream like theres no tomorrow.
PENIPUU!
(-.-#) \
i didnt tell my mom.
cus nk duit puase pnuh punye PSAL!
x rase bersalah langsung plak tu.
ish2.
the whole month i was soo scared if my mom ever finds out.
bukan takut kene marah.
takut tak dpt duit!
haha.
but waktu keck jelaa.
itu sume sudah dtnggalkn long long time ago.
n it was just that ONE time je.
huhu.
theres also this one ramadhan i can never ever forget!
it was like 2-3 years back.
cant remember.
1- 5 th day of puase was aight n all.
then mulut celupar aku ne pegi ckp.
"emm cam da boring la mkan nasi".
ESOK nye!
one side of my gusi bngkak.
it was soo hard for me to eat.
so cam mkn sebelah jelaa.
then the next day, another gusi was bngkak.
ohamgee!
i cant believe this.
i cant even njoy my berbuka.
cause i cant even eat anything.
even the softest kuih pon.
everytime nmpk my family berbuka cam best je.
especially whn it comes to my FAVE lauk!
nangisla atas couch tu tgk org mkn.
wuuu..
x (-.-,) x
my mom have to cook bubur for me for almost the entire month.
menyesal gle bapak ckp cmtu.
so sape2 yg rase cm nk sebut cmtu.
emm u better NOT!
TRUST me!
huhu.
adeh.
mcm2.
sabar jelaa waktu tu..
DUGAANNNN..
:P:P:P:P:P:P:P
but whatever it is i am very thankful that i am still able to be in the ramadhan month till now.
alhamdulillah.
harap2 semoga ramadhan kali ne lebih baik dr yg sebelumnye.
bukan tujuan utk mengumpul 'dana' but to collect more PAHALA!
hehe.
amiinn.
sy harap kawan2 pon cmtu jugak.
live ur ramadhan to the fullest.
wokeh.
ill stop here.
nnt smbung ag.
till then.
toodles!
♥

One Week Review

2009-08-22T16:56:00.008+08:00

yuhuu!
hehe.
since my last update was last week,
so crite one whole week trus jelaa.
emm last sunday my uncle did some mkn2 at his house.
celebrate two of my cousins birthday at the sme time.
biase2 je.
family dekat2 je.
lagipon mak chu's going back to dubai this week
so watla mkn2 b4 die balik.
bbq's always been my fave.
im a big kambing fan!
haha.
ill upload the photos at the end of the blog.
last week was kinda busy.
had 2 test.
one on thursday n the other on friday.
next week 1 more test coming up.
sigh.
so this week agak kurang activela.
xde bnde sgt yg bole dibuat.
BUT!
hehe.
get to watch two movies tho.
busy2 pon movie still kene update ok!
hehe.
emm watched talentime on wednesday.
i think theyre showing it back as to pay tribute
to the late Yasmin Ahmad.
ntah pape ntah.
org da xde bru nk sbuk2.
ive been wanting to watch it last time but x dpt.
thn tbe2 ade plak showing lagi.
so gla tgk.
bestla.
the story line was simple.
Mahesh is so friggin hot!
soo my type.
haha.
the songs are nice.
love the hindi song.
hehe.
n like finally Up was released on thursday.
berjanggut tunggu doh.
lame gle malaysia nk kua.
soo CUTE!!!!
i cant shut up the whole time in the cinema.
"omg!!cute nye..cute nyee.."
again n again n again.
cant help it.
Russell is sooooo cute.
geram betul.
cm nk cubit je.
mcmla real kn.
hehe.
n of course that would be the last movie for now.
since the fasting month is already here.
29 more days to go!
haha.
x bole bla.
hopefully this year dapat penuh lagi!
hehe.
o yea.
had lunch with tasya, fareeza n shah at Molek.
first time mkn stu.
huhu.
kononnye for the lst time b4 puase la.
hehe.
mcmla puase x mkn.
huhu.
qila supposed to join us
but due to communication problem x dptla join.
xpela.
bukak puase plak aite.
so i guess thats about it.
mmg update yg agak membosankn.
i know.
till then.
happy fasting people!!
bubyee.
♥

Happy ME!

2009-08-14T23:27:00.006+08:00

YEAHHH baby!
i bought the palette.
SEMALAM!
woot woot!
♥ it!
sgt seronok n XCITED to try it on ok.
n duit blanje bulan ini da terlebih-lebih pkai n tinggl brape je.
demmit!
dahla i hve test petng tu.
so terpksela menahan ke-excited-an ku ini.
nk study pon x tenang.
sigh.
haha.
ive tried few colours on just now.
n the colour appeared amazingly.
but since its very pigmented,
die sgt me-messy kn muke if you dont tap the excess.
but all in all,
im pretty satisfied.
yg ptg die sgt comel ok!
hehe.
sgt SUKEEE!!

SUKE!!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
dah lame x blog.
its like i do hve things to write about,
just that when the feeling of writing isnt there,
no matter how much of a story u want to tell,
theres no point.
mmg x kn tertulis punye.
SERIOUS!
huhu.
ANYWAY.
since next semester will be my final year.
im gonna have to do my FYP.
Final Year Project.
and for that to happen,
i NEED a SUPERvisor.
n i THOT i need to find one next semester.
so i was kinda relax UNTIL i found out that almost half of the batch
have already got their own supervisor.
mmg CUAK arh.
mane x.
my division,
MANAGEMNT.
ade brape je lecturers compred to the other divisions.
kelam kabut ar carik supervisor last few days.
ketuk sne.
ketuk sini.
cam nk g rye rumh org plak.
tp x kene layan.
teringt lak waktu kecik2 lu.
muke bapak x malu g rumah org raye.
haha.
[adv. jap]
neway,
sume pon FULLY-BOOKED!
o yea.
1 lecturer= 4 student.
SGT x cukup ok!
so wednesday aritu i only hve language class.
thn after that ade replacement clss.
so we planned to go for supervisor-hunting after class.
turun- naik lif.
turun- naik lif.
emm sume lecturer pon cam xde kat bilik.
usually wednesday cam xde clss sgt.
so most of the lecturers hve meetings on wednesday.
so we decided to come back after lunch.
Alhamdulillah.
first lecturer yg kitaorg try ade plak.
we were so lucky cus she just came bck from lunch.
so she told us that die ade space lg.
LEGAAA teramat rsenye!
but the thing is.
she said that maybe she will no longer be in UiTM next semester.
bad news for us.
but she said that she will try to assign us to another lecturer.
die sgt baik n SWEET.
tolongla jgn pegi.
huhu
but die sgtla berharap utk pegi.
sighh.
so selesailah stu masalah.
i hope!
so basically tulah summary khidupan sye utk mnggu ini.
masam ade. manis ade. masin ade.
SUME ade!
hehe.
thats about it.
till then.
adios!

Nothing Much.

2009-08-07T13:32:00.007+08:00

i am back!
:D
mcmla ade org kisah pon.
haha.
neways.
sye demam, batuk n selsema smalam.
tanpe melengh2kn waktu saye trus ke pusat kesihatan utk
mendapat kn rawatan.
yerlaa.
takut plak kene h1n1 kang.
dahla every clss je lecturer asyik tanye "ade org demam x?batuk ke?selsema ke?"
"emm kalau ade silela kluar dr clss"
like hello?
as if demam is a crime je.
than jelaa aku batuk tu.
naik tercekik plak.
haha.
so doctor kate demam biase je.
PHEWWWW.
lega rasenye.
huhu
so nothing much actually happend ths week.
boring ol' life.
o yea.
emm kawan2 sy yg blaja di uitm.
kalau every tuesday kul 10.300 ++ rajin2la lalu dpn fac saye.
pastu berila lmbaian yg terbaeeekk skali!
:D
ive started my outside lab.
kene kire2 kete la.
spot speed kete la.
haa korang exceed speed limit aku ngadu kt p.guard!
:P:P:P
hehe.
sye sdg berfkir2 dan berfikir2 utk membeli sumthing ne.
nak sgt!!
its really cute.
Qila told me about it.
her youtube friend yg promote.
kut.
huhu.

cuteness!

ive always wanted a makeup palette with soo many colours!
gilelaaa tgk.
most of the branded ones they x kluarkn palette camne.
mostly single eyeshadow je.
ade pon LIMITED EDITION.
n if da limited edition, hargenye pon x yah ckpla.
mmg berthn la nk kumpul nye.
hmm mmg x dapek la jwabnye.
tgh2 nk kumpul duit tu abes trus.
huhu.
but this one its only RM80.
brand yg x kenal la.
but the colours seems to be PIGMENTED!
which is GOOD!
thats what u want in an eye shadow.
so sy sdg masihla berfikir2.
kang x cukup pulak duit bulan.
haishh.
so smpai sini sjela luahan hatiku buat mase ini.
hehe
till then.
bubye!
:D

Afdlin. You Rawk!

2009-08-03T19:54:00.003+08:00

dear diary,
diary la sgt.
hehe.
memandngkn hari ISNIN sye takde class,
SO.
maknenye ape??
MOVIE TIME!!!
hehe.
akhrnye sye telah menonton SETEM!

Best2!!

afdlin shauki is such a good entertainer.
i luv his acting.
romantic. to. comedy.
n all the movie he produced.
sume pon BOLE!
hehe.
mmg lawak abes arh cte ne.
from starting to end.
thumbs up khabir bathia!
crite lawak mcm nelaa shuld be produced more.
dr lawak bodo je to be name a few.
all of SENARIO's mvie.
all those ntah brape part of mami jarum.
x yah ckpla pasal suare.
mmg PELIK!
mesti nk buat suare pelik.
i just dont get it.
lawak?
hmm.
sndiri faham je kut.
the talking even sounded like menjerit.
not even worth it to go watch that kind of movie at the cinema.
they kept telling us how we are not supporting our very own 'buatan tempatan'
but if this is what they served us.
x pyhla nk bazir duit pon to even produce such low quality movie.
huhu.
we had lunch at Tony Roma's.
sje nk try.
boring da asyik fast food je.
okla.
not bad.
i ordered a lamb chop.
it came with a soup, fries and coleslaw.
but what i love the most is the service.
definitely worth paying the service charge.
from taking orders till the end.
siap kasi hot towel lagi.
layan baeekk punye!
hehe.
chilis pon x ksi kut.
huhu
unlike some kedai.
theyre charging us for the service charge.
and for what again?
taking orders and snding it to the table?
and thats all?
kalau camtu kedai mamak pon shuld start charging for service charge.
dhla cepat, cekap plak tu.
huhu.
neways tmorrow da start class.
back to uitm di hatiku.
NOT!
huhu.
gotta go now.
nk siapkn keje2 ku.
hehe.
bubyeee!
♥

Last-Minute Me!

2009-08-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

penatnye.
i finally finished up my 2 weeks of homework.
walaupon amountnye tak byk.
tetapi!
JIKA..
anda mengambil mase2 yg terakhir anda utk menyiapkannye.
amountnye tbe2 akan mule menggunung mcm bukit.
lol.
last minute work la to be translated.
haha.
adeh.
i kept telling myself to not do it last minute.
but i guess rules are meant to be broken!
girls n boys!
x pyhla anda cube memberitahu diri sndiri itu dan ini.
kerana dlm byk2 manusia.
manusia mane yg plg degil?
ANDALAH jawapannye!
huhu.
since im having this h1n1 holiday ne.
my holiday mode makin menjadi2!
malas tahap ape ntah dah ne.
only god knows how terribly malas i am ryte now to attend all my classes.
the only thing i could think of is "emm ari rabu pas clss kul 10 nk g mn?"
wuaa.
im like closer to my final year.
i should be more focused.
not main2!
okla.
gtg now.
enuff of me and my knonnye sad life.
toodles ppl!
♥

<3 yea!

2009-08-02T00:47:00.004+08:00

OMG!
im gonna say this thousands of time.
i really dont care.
i luv youuuuuu CHUCK BASSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls enter my sweet dreams again tonight!
mwah mwah mwah mwahhhh..
haha.
psycho!
i knw!
:D:D:D:D

kempunanku.

2009-08-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

saye sdng menulis blog in dlm keadaan sgt mengantuk!
wuarghh.
jike ade yg cam merepek phm2 jelaa.
:D:D
last thursday went to midv with Eg, Zumi n Alia.
for something that ive been longing for!
KARAOKE bebeh!
hehe.
lame doh x melalak.
puas sungguh rasenye dpt melepskn batuk dtangge.
haha.
tbe2 je.
emm seronok sungguh dpt menyanyi shngga lenguh rahang ku ini.
heheee.
i rather spend my outings with just duduk2 n lepak2.
unless nk go shopping ke so x dapekla nk duduk2 nye kn.
huhu.
i luv to just sit around and chit chat.
smpai perut pun nk pecah asyk gelak je.
:D:D:D
especially whn it comes to spnding time wth my best-ever-tee!
cik Qillz.cik Tasya.cik Fadi.
i culd just sit for hours talking to them.
theres always things to talk about.
n most importantly to gelak about.
i luv them to DEATH!
:o :o :o
well, back to the original story.
emm so basically we just spend all of our time at redbox.
n eg kinda lke accidentally embarassed herself.
we were like trying to time the camera so that all of us culd get into the picture.
emm we kinda have to berdiri on the couch bcus the camera is on the tv.
so cam while waiting for eg to press the button, me n idz just dudk je dulu on the couch.
then suddenly one of the worker entered our room to get all of our drty mangkuk.
n eg didnt even sdar he entered the room n she was lke selamber je pnjat ats the couch
knon nk ready take the picturela.
like nobodys business je.
haha.
me n idz was like ok.
n just gelak like gle.
the guy pon cam da malu je.
n so was eg!
sbar jelaa.
gmbr punye psal.
hehe.
so lesson learned?
sile pndang belakang!
pls yer.
hahaha.

oops!sorry alia!

feel abes!:P

cik zumi mlyan diri.

the 9 rnggt tidbits.we didnt finished it.rse nk bungkus je.:D

before 'it' happened!

Meow!

2009-07-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

last thursday after my grandma passed away,

me n my family came back home for a while to kemas2 rumah
n amik stock baju!
n my mom needs to go to work.
n pagi tu tgh nk bukak pintu i heard a kucing 'meow meow' from outside of the house.
then intai2 from the tngkap couldnt see anything.
so pape jelaa kn.
i thot its this white cat who usually come to the hse and sleeps under the car.
then my dad klua to buang the smpah and called me to klua.
he said, "ade anak kucing ne".
"Huh?serious?"
im a sucker for kittens ok.
i soo cant look at them.
geram nk mampos!
the cutest thing evaaaa.
so die cam x jumpe jln balik kut and i cant even see his mom around anywhere.
so amikla die bwk msuk rumah.
u knw,
i used to have this angan2 to open up a cat shelter for those stray cats.
sian diaorg terbiar je.
huhu.
tgkla.
if da byk sgt duit x au nk wtpe, ill open one.
hehe.
so back to the story.
n so i decided [keputusan sndiri tanpa pengetahuan tuan rumah]
to KEEP the cat.
hehe.
siap da bg name lg.
CICI!
:D:D:D
my mom was mad whn she found out that i wanted to bela it.
so i was like "ala, bela whn die baby je..da bsar sket nnt lpsla"
haha.
AS IF!
i dnt even have the heart to halau it.
no friggin way doh.
we'll see how it goes.
:P:P:P:P:P:P
n to today went to giant for groceries shopping.
n i bought a botol susu for cici.
hehe.
cute gileee.
die da kenyang pon aku pakse jugak natang tu minum.
haha.
gerammm sgt!
itula yg mengisi mase2 free sye.
so org yg berade di luar rumh pon pelik melihat sy
tertonggeng2 dpn rumh tu.
cus i was actually trying to pnggal cici cus he always main2 under the car.
nmpknye mom, our expenses bertmbh lagi bulan ne!
sorry.
hehe
:D:D:D:D:D

cici <3

botol die!

R.I.P

2009-07-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

i knw ive been quite silent this whole week.
no me on MSN, YM, FB or pape yg skutu dgnnye.
[if ade yg sdar la]
its been a really tough week for me and my family.
especially my dad.
cus on the 22nd my grandma passed away.
[innalillah]
she was diagnosed to have cancer 3 months ago.
and her suffering days have finally ended on last wednesday at 8.08 a.m.
i went back to my kg on tuesday cus we received a phone call from
my aunty who lives with her tellng us that my nenek mcm da nazak.
so after hearing that all of our family members pon balk kg.
n yea.
after seing her tears started rolling.
i REGRET for not going back last saturday when my parents balik.
n get to see her n talk to her for the last time b4 she couldnt even speak n just terbaring.
her body was there but not her soul.
i know she can still hear us tho.
so many ppl came to visit and the only thing left for us to do is to recite the yasin for her.
the next day which is wedday my dad and his sblings tdo ryte after smayang subuh
cus everyone seems to be tired cus they take turns to stay up and recite the yasin for my grandma.
and suddenly my mom kejut me n my sister telling us that "wan da xde".
everyone cm da prepared for the news.
its btter for her to go cus she deserved a rest.
but its still sad when u know that shes really no longer here with us.
and sume memory pon started to flashback.
dealing with death is the hardest thing ever.
alhmdulillah everything went well during the whole process.
her memories with us will always be remembered.
you will always be missed WAN!
we love you.
may Allah bless ur soul..
and smoge wan ditempatkan di kalangan hamba Allah yg beriman.
amiin..
Al-fatihah.

shes the one at the center

More Free Time = More Bonding!

2009-07-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

Its been almost 3 weeks since ive started my new semester.
sigh.
I dont know if should be thankful or what,
but ill be facing the 'too free, too relax' syndrome just like last semester.
Gosh.
I luv having a LOT of free time but the thing is,
i tend to be so friggin malas if im too relax.
BUT!
The best part was that i get to spend more time with my gurls.
Sepanjang my one year in UiTM S.Alam x penah lagi had lunch with my school frens.
but this semester it finally happened.
Since ngan Fareeza baru masuk UiTM lagi.
YIPPEEE!!
Had lunch with Shah, Fareeza, Tasya n one of their old school friend.
Cant remember the name.
Sorry
:D:D:D
And i get to spend more time with me bestee this time.
Our last minute make-up hangout!
Me, Qila n Tasya.
Ow, and Azmi.
FARMASI bebeh!
hehe.
I really love my gurls..
MWAHHHHHH.
I hope everything will be going just fine this smester.
More time, hopefully less STRESS!
Thats about it.
More updates coming up!
Toodles!

Luv!

Dubai Trip

2009-07-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

Last month, on the 28th went to Dubai with my mom n sis.
My dad couldnt come along because he have to go to Montreal
for work.
This is actually our second trip which the last time was on 2007.
Have no idea y my mom chose to go there again.
But wht the heck.
As long as im outta Malaysia for a while.
[kene buang negara kang]
:):):):)
Was warned before we came tht its gonna be
friggin hot there.
Like at night the temp is still like 35++
Patutla all the pak arab tu bersuke ria berenang2
dgn sng hatinye kat sunway lagoon tu cus their term of summer is
really SUMMER!
Damn hot ok!
Tht u culdnt even breathe.
U!
Yea U!
Org Malaysia tu!
Stop complaining ok!
Atleast U can still breathe here in Malaysia k.
Hehe.
:P:P:P:P:P
Thank god my uncles house is fully air-conditioned.
So xla roasted inside the house.
:D:D
Last time we went there was in winter so the weather was nice n all.
But this time..
Only god knws!
but ATLEAST it gaves us MOREE reasons to go to the mall
instead of thse outside shops.
YIPPEE!!
duit pon abesla cpt..
HUHU.
For those who feels like choosing Dubai as ur destination,
if ur not the type that shops..
Hmm.
I thnk u shuld re-thnk ur decision.
Huhu.
Cus there will be nothing else for u to do.
Especially at times like ths.
When its thaaaat hot, its kinda imposibble to do outside stuff.
I had fun tho.
Retail therapy is def the best therapy!
Hehe.
Most of time spent is at the mall.
Dubai Mall.
The new one. Launched ths year i thnk.
N one of the bggest mall in the world if im not mstaken.
N i must say it is big.
Even one whole day is not enough to go into every single shop in it.
Then theres Mall of Emirates.
Its the closest mall from my uncles house.
Ten mins approx.
Besar jugak.
They even have an indoor ski.
But kinda mahal la to go play the snow n skiing in there.
We also went to those small shops at the city.
Beli tudung, kain, jubah..
All of us have diff missions coming to Dubai on the first place.

Zetti= Gile beli tudung
Umi = Gile beli kain
Mira = Sume pon die gile [mcmla byk sgt duit]

Haha.
So basically thats how we spend our days in Dubai.
Shopping, Shopping n yea Shopping.
Cant help it.
Im at the shoppers paradise.
Hehe.
Came back to Malaysia on June,12th/
O yea.
On my flight back to Malaysia,
get to sit beside a hottie!
My all time wish ok!
Hehe.
:D:D:D:D

Dubai Mall

The tallest water fountain [beating Vegas, i thnk]

Ibn Batutta Mall

still here!

2009-07-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

howdy!
its been ages since my last post.
i knw.
im not busy, just dont really have the mood yet to blog.
n now I AM!!
yippeee!!
:D:D:D:D:D
i have a lot to update.
from my trip to dubai to the sleepova wth the gurls n whole lot more.
ill update that on the other post later.
man!
i have like exactly 5 days for my breaks to be over..
n back to UiTM di hatiku.
NOT!
wuaaaa.
i just hate it when i have to go through the same CYCLE over n over again.
sy nk kawin je bole x?
LMAO!
well thts about it.
just wanna let u knw tht my blogspot here is [checking the blogs pulse] still ALIVEE!
hehe.
k. till then
toodles!

Tips #2 : Avoid!

2009-05-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

Gosh.
You see.
This what usually happens everytime im on holiday.
All alone, pathetic, n bored for sure!
Bile x cuti, sibuk nk cuti.
N when da cuti camne plak.
I know.
How ungrateful i am.
But thats basically who we are, The Homo sapiens.
:D:D
Im so boreddddddd people!!
that i culd just die out of it.
sigh.
:(

Just now went to Giant cus Mira wanted to photostate sumthing.
Like right before we enter the kedai,
I kinda saw this two guys from my primary IN the kedai.
firdaus n fikri if im not mistaken.
Well I have like this thing where i will try my best
from tegur-ing people whenever i see them
expecially those who im not really close with.
Im not trying to be sombong or anything.
I just hate the part where after few minutes of talking thn comes the 'silent'.
Its so awkward cus you dnt knw what to talk about.
Im so sorryyyy...
:(:(
Wuaaa.
I have no IDEA how to OVERCOME this.
huhu.
But I still went into the kdai just now but berlakon like as if i didnt see them.
haha.
I cant believe Im spilling out my not-so-nice secret to PUBLIC!
I bet nobody wants to be my friend after this.
huhu.
So i kinda assumed that the guys didnt see me.

N suddenly ade plak sorang mamat ag ne bru dtg.
Happens to be that hes a friend of the guy who works at the kedai.
"Eh, cam kenal la.Zetti kan?"
OMG!!!
I thot ive handled the situation well.
N here comes my favourite part!
The conversation.
"Emm yea.Zetti. *PAUSE*. Eh Azhar kan?"
Well i really didnt recognized him on the first place.
But I managed to identify the look after few mins.
Totally different since what?
Emm 10 years ago??
That was the last time I saw these guys btw.
"Ala wat2 x kenal plak.Bla Bla Bla."
Like hey!
I seriously didnt recognize u ok!
Dah la byk plak tu Mira nk photostate her stuff.
Was STUCK in that very situation i hate the most.
huhu.
Had few conversation here n there.
N its time to go!!
I can see the light sorta thing.
Haha.
Thank god!
I felt so relieved.
You have no idea!
Phewww.
:D:D:D:D
Its so funny how you are able to see the changes in ppl.
Like after 5, 10 years.
There are those who still look quite the same
N those who totally changed.
Looks, style, whatsoever.
I wonder how people look at me.
Do i still look the same since primary?
I mean like I cant really evaluate me.
I see me everyday.
Cant even tell if theres any changes.
huhu.
I think im getting crappier everytime.
I better stop now.
So ppl, whenever you see me n i mcm trying to avoid talking to u.
SORRY k.
I cant help it.
Its my nature.
Sy pemalu.
:P:P:P:P:P
Right!
:D:D
Thats it.
So long!

Really?

2009-05-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

whaddup!
yeyy!!
im finally done with finals
n welcoming my good ol' days of being a FULL-TIME maid again//
not that im complaining.. [-_-]..
but thats already been my routine everytime my holiday started..
xpela..
dpt pahala membantu ibubapa.
(da terungkit sket still can get pahala or not?huhu)
LOL.
im always looking forward for my semester break.
i mean like WHO doesnt?
haish.
i get to spend MOREEEE time on my KING KOIL.
YIPPEEE!!
MOREEE time with me BEST-EVER-TEE!!!
n of course MOREEE time with the family.
since my mom is a teacher so she usually cuti whn im on my cuti.
so can JALAN2!!!
:D:D

actually thats nt what i wanted to talk about.
i came across this one article on 'opposite attraction'.
its about how the writer feels that an opposite attraction
knd of relationship is stronger thn the normal ones..
but i personally feels that ths kind of bonding is pretty challenging
and it takes a WHOLE lot of courage if u really wanna be in it.
the writer said that if u and ur partner are quite similar in a lot of way,
the relationship is going to be a bit dull and boring.
betul jugak tu..
but if looking at a long term point of view,
wouldnt it be much better if both of you practically likes the same thing?
no arguments needed.
everything is smooth sailing.
i mean like at the earlier stage of the opposite-attraction relationship mmg fun cuz u get to learn more n more new things about ur partner.
but at the end of the day when nothing seems to be new nemore,
wouldnt it be equally the same like the normal relationship,
dull n boring?
xkanla smpai ur old n gray pon theres still new things to be dscover lagi?
when everything is different, personality clashes, problems started to surface..
what he likes,SHE dislikes.
what she likes,HE dislikes.
hows that even close to possible?
not that im saying normal relationship doesnt have problem and all
but maybe the possiblities of arguing is probably very low.
thnk so..
hehe..
well life can really be complicated at times.
it dpends on how well you cope with it.
pape pon its just an opinion of mine.
lain org lain carenyee ek..
lu pikirla sndiri!
hahaha.
shitty!

My day!

2009-04-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since the last post.

been AWESOMELY busy ths past few weeks.
had 2 of my final papers last monday n TODAY!
which happens to be my BIRTHDAY..
sigh.

ever since da masuk uni i never really had a-no-STRESS-birthday.
its either before or after my birthday.
had to study.study.n study.
:(:(:(
haishh..
pfttt..
mcmla xde hari laen.
sigh.sigh.sigh.
my first paper cam sucky je.
i just dont get how things always je tuka during my time.
ntah brapela aku dpt tu.
hishh.
cam rase sia2 study je.
daymm!

so as for today since ade paper so xley nk enjoy pon.
had to study.
wuu..:`(
azmi got me a watch for my prezzie!!
i love it!!
<33!!
that kinda save the day.
xla rase down sgt cus of the whole exam thingy..
huhu..

well like basically he already gave me a watch last time.
BUT i KINDA lost it.
i feel like so bloody bersalah.
NO clue where did i drop it.
cam sedey gile that time.
had me WEEKS to get over it.
enuff about that.
Just now cam kul 7 like that, my friend NINA n FARHAN came to my hse to sing me the birthday song.
haha.
terkejut da.
malu je jiran2 nmpak..
kiki.
but still terharu da..
lebiu guysss!!
n thanx for all the wishes my all deariesss!!!
luv u guys heapssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!
u guys made my day!!
mwah mwahhh..

Earth Hour

2009-03-28T23:01:00.001+08:00

i just came back from sunway pyramid like 30 min ago.
we planned to watch knowing actually.
the mvie is at 9.20.
and we smpai there around 8.30.
and EXPECT to get a ticket.
like duh.
the line was soo friggin anaconda LONG!
so without wasting time x yah beratur je terus.
huhu.
whn we smpai everyone at the entrance was counting till 8.30.
wth their earth hour t-shirt.
so SEMANGAT!!
n all the lights at the main entrance was officially switched off.
some of the lights in the mall was also closed.
n sum of the shops that chose to participate too.
even TGV!

Some of the shops that supports the Earth Hour

yayy!!!
it was so cool.
best gile doh.
:D:D
WWF should do it more often.
instead of just once a year.
since thats the least that we can do to help reduce on whats happening to our climate today.
let us not wait for the Earth Hour
and start using the lights and electricity as minimal as possible.
and make our Earth a better place to stay.
ceh2.
bole apply for duta WWF ar pasne.
hehe.
:P:P

A signature to the earth!

Still in the darkness spirit.:P

Marley & Me

2009-03-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

yeayy!!
finally!
after weeks ive been wanting to wtch Marley & Me.
akhirnya impian ku terlaksana jua.
hehehe..:D
everyone kept telling me how good the movie was.
went to wtch the movie at pyramid today.
had my mandarin oral test in the morning.
need to talk about "wo de jia"
it means my family anyways.
huhu.
n went straight to pyramid after that.
and thank god!
Marley & Me is still showing.
wohoo!!
the movie was really good.
i loved it!
best sgt!!!!
thumbs up to Marley the doggy.
his acting was excellent.
LOL..:P
the ending made me cry.
sedih seyh.:(:(

o yea..
had my presentation last tues.
supposedly next week.
but my lecturer changed the date.
and she loved my presentation.
so happy!!!
tgkla sape blakon in the video.
hehe..:D:D
n now i have to start preparing for my second presentation.
need ideas!!!!!!!!!!
i was kinda busy ths week.
with the last minute presentation.common test.oral test.
sighhhhhh...
finals coming soon!!
thats how my weekend goes so far.
more n more work.
huhu.

Inborn Mastery

2009-03-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

last saturday went out with Qila n Fareeza.
to go SHOOT my video!!!
hehe.
im SOO excited for the day to come.
cuz i knw it will be fun.
first video was done at qilas UM.
after the whole turun naik tangge we culdnt find a sngle classroom that wasnt locked!
Oh shoot!
"Shitla..How ne!"..
hehe.
so we planned to just do it at this place right infront of the stairs.
but thn we realized that it wont look real if we buat there.
tmpat we dudk tu dekat with 2 halls.
so one of the halls was empty n we decided to use the hall instead.
n it was hell of a great idea.
cus the scene looked so real!
best2!
ngn pelakon2 yg tak terbanding bakatnye.
thnx Qila!!
thanx Fareeza!!
syg korang!!
mwahh
u guys mmg gempak arh!
:D :D

so for the second scene we decided to shoot at midv.
it was like a hngout scene.
did at BK!
get to eat n berlakon!..
YUMM2!
hehe.
i so cant be the cameraman la.
i keep on gelak looking at them berlakon.
cute betol.
then after done berlakon we just jalan2 b4 head back to qilas crib.
i da upload some of the pics we took.
cam-whoring as always!

Bloody Numerical!

2009-03-12T11:52:00.000+08:00

im in class ryte now.

the lecturer infront wont even realized.
he keeps on babbling infront n expect us to listen.

haish.
hehe.

i better go.
bfore kene tangkap!..:P
later!

...........

2009-03-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

its better not to have one than not be there

Takutnye!

2009-03-10T16:42:00.000+08:00

oh no!

today was the starting day of the presentation.
mines gonna be in 2 more weeks.
today was the first 10 ppl.
there are those yg terer gile!
they FREAKED me out la..
there are some who even berlakon n all.
serious!

damnnn it!
i hve no idea hows mine gonna turn out to be.
dahla my lecturer tu simon cowell wannabe.
but i like her tho. :D
for my presentation ill be doing a video.
and Qila will be my video director!hehe.
im excited but at the sme time still cam takut..[-_-]
wish me luck ppl!hehe. eventho its two more weeks.

CHAIYOK2!!!to self..hehe

cute ngade!

took it ths morning.. :D

Jonas Brothers

2009-03-09T17:15:00.000+08:00

howdy!
last saturday, me n mira, my sis, went to pyramid to watch a movie.
we wanted to watch Marley n Me on the first place.
but the timing wasnt right that time.
so mira ajak me watch the Jonas Brothers Concert.
its 3-D btw.
i cant believed that she berjaye convinced me to watch it with her.
no offence but im nt that much of the Jonas Brothers fan.
dgr jelaa the song but biase2 je.
there was only like 15 people in the cinema. dahla hall BESAR!
haha.so memalukan.

Theres always time for cam-whoring!:P

turn out to be that okla jugak the concert.
felt like at the real concert.
huhu.
thts all from me.
just wanna say that i really miss my BESTEE!!!!!!!Qila!!Tasya!!!Fadi!!Shah!!!
I MISS YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wishlist!

2009-03-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

OMG!
went to bobbi browns page just now.
they have just released this new eye palette.
i want it now!!!now!!now!!!
santa dear plz dont wait till xmas to get me one..:(

luv!

DRAMA!

2009-03-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

im bck!sorry for the silence.
had SO many things going on ths week.
last week was supposed to be free sket but suddenly our suke-hati lecturer SUKE2 die nk chnge the date of the presentation whch supposed to start next week.
kelam kabut nk mampos siapkan the report n all.
so me n azmi decided to call her since everyone pon x prepare lg.
rupe2nye she thot tht mmg ths week is the presentation week.
act she told us in clss tht ths week is only for consultation to whoever need help on their slides n stuff.
tp die LUPE.so after the long hours of talking on the phone die pon agree to chnge the date.
PHEWW!.

so one down.had my geotechnique test on monday.
bolela thn the questions.
hpefully i got all right.
thn on thurs i kene submit my Construction Tech. project.
biasela.kt pon lst minute kn.
sure cm kelm kabut punye.
damn u last minute!
hehe.. :P:P

No wonder x siap keje.facebooking rupenye.damn u!

n to spice things up i got into an accident on thursday morning with sum motorcyclist.
right infront of the uitms back entrance
u see.b4 entering the entrnce.
we have to pass this trffic light first.
so kat trffic light ne ade 2 lane je masuk uni.
but somehow everyday ade je mahai2 yg suke ati kucing die je tmbh one more line.
so kenela duk squeeze bpe lane tu nk masuk pagar yg kecik nk mampos tu.
thn at tht very morning,adela minah ne.
elok je the trffic light turns green die cam cross like nobodys business je right infront of my car while i was moving forward.
tht time tu x kene ag cus i dpt brake on time.
so whn da lpas trffic light i hve tp pass the gate plak.
yg kene squeeze2 td tu.
so kt stu MINAH TU ade ag ngh nk masuk gate jugak.
i was like trying to squeeze cus yg cibai2 thrd lane td tu da sibuk nk squeeze jugak.
thn while busy squeezing tbe2 minah td tu elok da she was at the side tbe2 je cam g tgh dpn kte aku tu thn brake plak.
BAMM!!
thts when it happend.i langgr her moto.she didnt fell.her moto looked fine.but my car was wrecked.
bloody shit la.she didnt stop n i culdnt stop cus byk kete tgh nk msuk uni jugak.
n i didnt even get her plate number!!
wuaa!!i HATE u bloody motorcyclist!
jgnla nk wat suke ati mak bapak kau je.
duduk jelaa diam2 kat stu tmpat tu.
nk gak gerak2 g tmpat lain.
it may looked like i was at fault cus aku yg langgr die kut.
tp yg menggatal nk tetibe g tgh pas2 brake tu pehal!
haish.kalau jatuh pon xpe..ngahahahaha..(evil laugh)..LOL!
so thts how it goes.burok da kete ku.:( :(

wuu..:(..not even a year yet.

on friday went to send back P1w1max modem at Jln Templer PJ.
dahla jln jam cus the Sultan Selangor came to rasmikn this one masjid.
no ONG la ths week for me..[-_-].sigh.
NEWAYS whoever rse cam nk subscribe P1 w1max, just forget abt it.
the coverage is really bad.theres only one spot in my hse that actually get the signal.
the company is still new.so maybe da lm sket btter la kut.
then after sending the modem went to pyramid to watch WATCHMEN.
some superhero movie.
lme n sgt membosankan!
n had Carl's Jr for lunch.lovin it!!yummy!

Me *heart* Carl's Jr!! when ade duitla..hehe

this week sgt memenatkan n i dont like any of it!
my soap-opera weekend!.sigh.
looking forward for a better one next week.
hopefully. :D
till then.toodles!

MAD XXL!

2009-02-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

Wuaaa..!!i HATE pak guard uitm!!

today n yesterday was like a total chaos.
im so mad with whoever that come up with the idea to ask the student to park the car at the bloody padang kawad.
which fyi it is like so friggin jauh frm my fac.
i jus dont get why they didnt let us to park our car at the usual parking spot.
im so confused..??%#!!..
i hv to get the bus to the fac and end up late to class eventho i came like gile early.
so ridiculous.i so dnt want to park my car there.
geramnyeeeee!!i wish i can do sumthing abt it!!:( :(
pape jelaa.kasi blood pressure naik je.haih.

neways, i watched 2 movies last friday n one today.
we watched slumdog millionaires n the punisher last week and ong bak2 today.
i actually had my mandarin test today.it was like a 5 min reading test.
bazir minyak aku je g s.alam just for a 5 min test.haishh.
so to mengelakkn pembaziran me n azmi went to wtch a mvie at bukit raja after the test.
hehe.:D:D
we watched the punisher first.as always punisher mmg rock my socks arh!!
punish me mr.punisher!!LOL!
all the action part was AWESOME!!.mmg cun la.
loved it!
u guys should go watch it.
no regrets.
i promise!
then after punisher we went for slumdog plak.
well.slumdog was fine n funny.BEST!!
8 academy awards kut.hehe.
the boys are cute.i mean yg small version.:P
its been almost a month the movie was released but the cinema hall was still packed with people.
the storyline was simple je actually.
about this guy named jamal.kut.
he almost won 20 mill rupees in who wants to be a millionaire but got arrested before the final question because he was accused of cheating.
but actually die buknnye genius ke whtsoever.
happens to be tht all of the questions asked was sumthing that he have experienced before.
sumthing like that.
so camtula cte die.
so all the way at the police station die citela how he knw the answers.
its a gud mvie to spend ur money on.
n today we watched ong bak.its a thai movie.
packed with all kinds of martial arts.bestla jugak.
but i ttdo sket cus ngantuk.not because of the mvie.
BETUL!:P:P

this week im kinda busy.yayy!!not so much of free time!!hehe
but ill try to post more often next time.
gtg now!!
till next time.ciao!

WHERE RAINBOWS END

2009-02-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

howdy!
im supposed to study for tmorrows test.
n here i am blogging. :D.whoopsiee!
hehe.
i have my numerical test tomorrow.manual n lab. both also i dnt understand. daymn!
i hate it when theres that ONE subject that totally requires a WHOLEE lot of understanding taught by a lecturer who probably got his degree or master or WHATSOEVER by READING! slides!!
i wanna be a lecturer too if that is really the method of teaching.just read the goddamn slide.
end of story.
i mean like HELLO!. yuhuu!!
i dont think i signed up for a reading class last time.
dahla the subject susah nk mampos n now ur being lg menyusahkan.haih.
when those kinds of things happened. i have to like gile struggle at the end of the semester.

anyway.last month i think.
i bought this book written by Cecelia Ahern.tajuk die WHERE RAINBOWS END.
she also wrote P.S I LOVE YOU.
last year kut movie based on this book kluar.the movie pon best.

i HEART all her books!best2!!
but actually i nk ksi review sket on WHERE RAINBOWS END.hehe.
the storyline is simple but ADDICTIVE!i cant stop reading it n finished it for one n a half day je.
so merugikan.hehe.the story was about this girl who have a guy bestfriend.
its basically pasal how they liked each other but kept it to themselves.
n endup getting married with the wrong person n all.
but AFTER all the conflicts n stuff mcm biasela kn.thn finally they are together.
n live happily ever after!.. :P:P..hehe
why i actually love this book is not really because of the storyline.cus the storyline sounds like just any other love story.conflict conflict then happily ever after.
what i love is how the writer tells the story.
from the starting to the end of the story.it was written in a letter or an email form. n also IM.
no long paragraph n all.
when u read all the letters,emails n stuff in the story. u feel like u are part of the story.
n rase mcm nk lagi!sumthing like that.hehe.
best sgt!!:D
if u hve time tryla find that book.g MPH everyday then bace je kt situ.
sure bole habis in 2 days.:P
hehe.
okla.i gtg now.nk study or ill end up sending back the blank sheet.:P
wish me luck!!!
bubye!mwahh!

:(

2009-02-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

im not really in the mood to write today.
i just dont get some things. i really dont.
the are things that left un-reasoned.sigh.just NOT getting it!
im drained. n. tired.
:( :( .
i really doo

Benjamin Button

2009-02-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

hehe..im back!!
da xde keje sgt da neh.
sumtimes having TOO much fuh-reee time scares the shit out of me..
no homework. no assigment. no test. and yadaa yadaa. too free!
im not saying that i dont like the idea of being free. its OK if its not EVERYDAY!!
u knw wht i mean.
hehe.
xpela. crap kjap. anyways, actually i wnted to talk abt Brad Pitt's latest muvie.
'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button'//
went to Pyramid last night with my family to wtch tht mvie.yea.im ONE of thse gurls who got the hawts for BP!..he's the "tua" hott ok!so who cares..:D:D
emm so the mvie started at 9.00PM..a lil piece of advice to thse who have not wtch it yet..

if ur not INTO Brad Pitt then x pyhla nk waste ur benjamins..:P..seriously!
if ur not the type who njoys wtching mvies WITHOUT action n a WHOLE lot of talking maybe its a bad idea for u to go wtch it..TRUST me!
n the rest bolela pgi tgk if u dnt hv any of the above simptoms..hehe

ok.so abt the mvie. it was OK for me. not one of Brads greatest in my opinion.
it was basically abt this guy named Benjamin OBVIOUSLY. he was born old n wrinkle n alien look-a-like..:P..
so kes buang ank la ne. the dad, Thomas Button. i think. kind of buang him bcus of his looks and left him at this old folk homes.
so this lady who found him who works at the old folk homes took him as her child regardless of how he looks like n raise him up.
N at the old folk homes where he stayed at, he met this blue-eyed girl named DAISY.
somehow later, he bgan to realized tht he's not growing any older but younger each n every day.
in tht case, how can he ever be with the one he loved due to the reverse ageing??
hes becoming younger n of course HOTTER every single day but Daisy is becoming older n older everytime.
So tgh2 tu bykla lagi cite..u btter go wtch if u wnna knw more!..
this is just a SNEAK PEAK not the entire synopsis of the story..:P
the best thing abt the mvie is tht it shws how they both actually experienced the sme thing.
whn Daisy first met Benjy he was old n wrinkle eventho hes only 7.
N when the time turns for Benjamin, he is seing the old n wrinkle Daisy while he is growing younger!
credits for the make-up team tho!the effect was brilliant n holy real!:P
Guess how long was the mvie??my butt was aching for the friggin 2 and a half hours.
didnt expect it to be tht long. i thot Australia was like the longest mvie EVER. dahla kene tipu ending. CISS!
it was so hillarious tht time. went to wtch it with me bestee last time.
at this one particular part i swear to god! they made it look like it was the ending. n aku ne pegila lipat my pashmina masuk hndbag cus i thot the muvie da nk abes. NOT!
so memalukan. lm gile plk tu nk abes after the "fake" ending!haha..:D
haish.nasibla hall gelap.LMAO!

okies. i guess thts it for today. byebye.peace n out!

BFF Inspired!

2009-02-16T16:56:00.000+08:00

GOSH!.
cant believe im actually gonna start blogging after years of feeling like doing so..
credits to my dear bestee AQILA THE CIN who seems to be the one who inspired me to actually start my own blog..
shes the one with the BLACK scarf in the picture.
she hv the most AWESOME-NESS blog EVAAA!!
i know..i knw..
i can be terlopek a bit sumtimes..ngeh..
this just gonna be an opening cus i dont really knw whaaattt to talk abt just yet..:D..
kinda EXCITEDD tho cus its fun seeing other ppls blog..
N now i have my very very own..yaaayy!!hehe..
well i guess ill get back later n hopefully this is not gonna be the first n the last blog posted..LOL!..

JeLLy bEaNs

Alhamdulillah :)

River Boarding

Departure

Geography is never our favourite!

Kegilaan Itu Hanya Sementara

Honesty Gets Me To Buffing :p

Only She Knows

Salad for a day

Jatuh Untuk Kamu :)

Say what??

Happy New Year and Happy Birthday!

*The End of Another Chapter*

Robe, Mortar Board & a Scroll

Gender Bias

Mrs Boateng

Au Revoir

Noo!Something underwater bit me!

Cerita Basi

We Are Not Hamsters!

Happy Burpday Qillz!

What keeps me back on track?

Mimi and Black

Another crappy post.

Strike Three!

Tasya <33!!

Bawang. and. Asap

The Return

Sweet Dreams? NOT!

Kids, Do Not Do This At Home!

.Ketupat Zetti.

Selamat Hari Raya!

2009's Berbuka

Raya Preparation Pt 2

Raya Preparation Pt 1

My Version of Puase

One Week Review

Happy ME!

Nothing Much.

Afdlin. You Rawk!

Last-Minute Me!

<3 yea!

kempunanku.

Meow!

R.I.P

More Free Time = More Bonding!

Dubai Trip

still here!

Tips #2 : Avoid!

Really?

My day!

Earth Hour

Marley & Me

Inborn Mastery

Bloody Numerical!

...........

Takutnye!

Jonas Brothers

Wishlist!

DRAMA!

MAD XXL!

WHERE RAINBOWS END

:(

Benjamin Button

BFF Inspired!

The End of Another Chapter