R.I.P

i knw ive been quite silent this whole week.
no me on MSN, YM, FB or pape yg skutu dgnnye.
[if ade yg sdar la]
its been a really tough week for me and my family.
especially my dad.
cus on the 22nd my grandma passed away.
[innalillah]
she was diagnosed to have cancer 3 months ago.
and her suffering days have finally ended on last wednesday at 8.08 a.m.
i went back to my kg on tuesday cus we received a phone call from
my aunty who lives with her tellng us that my nenek mcm da nazak.
so after hearing that all of our family members pon balk kg.
n yea.
after seing her tears started rolling.
i REGRET for not going back last saturday when my parents balik.
n get to see her n talk to her for the last time b4 she couldnt even speak n just terbaring.
her body was there but not her soul.
i know she can still hear us tho.
so many ppl came to visit and the only thing left for us to do is to recite the yasin for her.
the next day which is wedday my dad and his sblings tdo ryte after smayang subuh
cus everyone seems to be tired cus they take turns to stay up and recite the yasin for my grandma.
and suddenly my mom kejut me n my sister telling us that "wan da xde".
everyone cm da prepared for the news.
its btter for her to go cus she deserved a rest.
but its still sad when u know that shes really no longer here with us.
and sume memory pon started to flashback.
dealing with death is the hardest thing ever.
alhmdulillah everything went well during the whole process.
her memories with us will always be remembered.
you will always be missed WAN!
we love you.
may Allah bless ur soul..
and smoge wan ditempatkan di kalangan hamba Allah yg beriman.
amiin..
Al-fatihah.

shes the one at the center