Sunday, January 20, 2013

10.11.12


 I did it again, again and again. Initial plan konon nak update posts on wedding preps. And akhirnya what happened? Kahwin dah. Yes! I'm already married. And it's already 2013. Baru nak write the next post. Haishh. Anyways, Alhamdulillah, I am now a wife to Azmi. Believe it or not, it has been 2 months. Rasa macam baru je semalam nikah. Haha overr ye baru semalam! Almost a year of preparation but the ceremony felt like really sekejap. It was like "Eh, dah habis dah ke?" Rasa tak puas sangat. I loveeee my nikah day. Like seriously in love with every bits of it. Rasa nak repeat banyak2 kali, but with the same guy of course :p. 

The feeling is indescribable. To be able to have all of your closest families and friends to be there at your most important day made it even more special. I have two of my closest friend came all the way from Cardiff and Alor Setar just for my wedding. Could not ask for more. So I stayed at Palace of The Golden Horses on the 9th with bestees,  bajet last day single la kan. Harusla party liar dulu. Haha NOT. My leave started on the 9th cus had to settle few things, had to go do my henna. My girlfriends were kind enough to willingly take leave for me, terharu sangat :'). Especially Tasya who had to drive me around to settle some things. Thanks Tasyeetok! I'll never forget this. Let me drive you around when your day comes k :). 

So the night before the big day, I started having cold feets. Started to feel nervous and stuff. I actually woke up at 5 am on the big day cus I could not sleep. Awal gilerr. Nasib tak tertido waktu akad. LOL. On the 10th, my makeup artist was early so I started my makeup early. I love my makeup on that day! Just how I picture it to be. Then later came the photographer and videographer. Tasya and Fadi were out to go pick up my hand bouquet and kesian gile suddenly Tasya's car broke down on the way back to the hotel. I started to panic with few other things that did not go as planned. But thank God Tasya's bf, Afiq which is also my friend came to the rescue and picked me and Qila up to my house. We arrived first before Azmi did! Pheww. Drama sangat kan. Then it strucked me that it is really happening. I'm about to get married. And there is no turning back. 

So went up to my room first, to wait for the groom's arrival. Then they called me to come down, cus the groom and the ustaz dah sampai. All ready for the ceremony to start. So I went downstairs, and sat on the big pillow and I was placed face to face with Azmi! Not in a close distance kind of way la. After seing him, it made me nervous even more. Like I can't even look at him. Huhu. So the ustaz started of with a bit of khutbah, and 10 mins after that he started the nikah, and Abah was the one that gave me away. Alhamdullilah, dengan satu lafaz me and Azmi were officially husband and wife. I just could not believe it, like "Heh? Dah jadi isteri orang? Serious ke dah halal ne??" The nikah was definitely one emotional day for me. I was happy, sad all in one. Happy that I'm finally married to the man that I love, sad that I am no longer my dads responsibilities. Decisions no longer made by your parents. Things that you have to adapt to after getting married. All in all, I was one happy bride on that very special day 10.11.12. I love my attire, I love my makeup, I love the ceremony, I love seing everyone I love there, I love everything about it. Syukur Alhamdulillah Allah have granted one of my prayers. 

Good Morning 10.11.12

All ready bebehh




*relieved*




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