Growing Up

Hell to the O!

Poyo gile kan tajuk tu. Ntah relevant ke tidak, Haha after the wedding post terus macam tak hidup balik dah blog neh. Konon bajet dah kahwin ne busy sangat la kan. More of a pemalas I think! Well I guess I think it's because there is not much to talk about. Life after marriage is ookay, work is boring. Same old, same old. Anyway, right at this point mungkin ada a bit of a story to spill. So far puasa is great. There are times that I cook and there are times that we go out to buka puasa. And have to say, am proud of myself. So far the lauk that I have cooked cukup rasenya *matilaa puji diri sendiri*. I was actually pretty nervous thinking of cooking without tasting during puasa but I guess the months of cooking before puasa have helped me to be able to estimate. Hoorayy! The point is sila la rajin ke dapur ye. Practise makes perfect ay.

Anyway, last June I applied for a part time MBA at UiTM. Saje je tetibe nampak iklan tu, so thought of just applying. So went to BSN to buy the serial number, and start applying. The MBA that I applied is an Executive MBA, so classes will be conducted during the weekend. And there are few requirements, like a minimum of 3 years working experience, certain point of CGPA and so forth. Oh you also need to submit an autobiography essay for MBA courses. When I applied I did not really think through, just want to try my luck. Then few weeks after the application I got an e-mail asking me to attend an interview for entry to MBA. I was like, what?? Nape ada interview pulak ne? Was totally not expecting that. And totally did not prepare anything. So I took a half day leave and went for the interview. First we were being given an article, economy related *blur mode on* and we have to come up with our thought on the essay. I swear to god my essay sounded like a form 2s. Like hello? Who reads about economy nowadays. At that point, I just prayed that the only thing they want to test is the english writing skills. So after we are done with the essay, we have to sit and wait until our name are being called to enter a room with 2 panels for the interview. I had to wait for quite numbers of hours, was so restless, and suddenly a lady called my name and two more candidate. Oh its a group interview anyway. I thought I was doing okay, not until when I found out that the other two candidate with me has 10 years of working experience. One was from MAHB and the other one was from Perodua. I told myself that I'm sure I will be the least interesting candidate in the room. Don't really have much to brag about my job. Sighh. But whatevs, I tried answering all their questions with confidence *i hope*. I really thought I did not passed the interview, not until I got an sms from UiTM saying that my application is successful.

I was really happy for 5 second, then I started thinking. Yeah, like now that I got it only I started to REALLY think. I was thinking about my funding for the fees, if I'm ready to give up my weekend life, my holidays bla bla. And this will go on for 2 years. Adoi. Suddenly rase blank sangat. And I still have not decided yet to go or not to go. The registration day will be on the 24th August, and classes will start on September. HOMGG! Why is it so hard to make a decision. I really want to do this, but at the same time I can't stop thinking about the things that I have to sacrifice. Haishhh. Such a dilemma. Tak tau la bila nak start fikir sebenarnye. I have less than a month to think. Boleh tak hantar surat cakap nak postpone next semester? Boleh tak? Boleh tak? Mane la tau nanti2 dah boleh decide ke. Klah , now mood dah kembali merundum sebab terfikir balik pasal study. Bye