JeLLy bEaNs: Little Tiny Bean

Hello blog!

I really have no idea why do I even bother creating myself a blog when I only blog like once a year? Itu namanye mengikuti perkembangan semasa ye adik-adik. Takpelah, nanti dah tua boleh la bukak balik blog and baca semula kisah-kisah silam ku untuk di tatapi anak cucu. LOL. Okay. Where do I begin? Hmm. From my last post, a lot have happened. Remember that I got accepted to do EMBA last September and I was so confiused to go for it or not? Turned out that I got pregnant that same month I got accepted. I guess thats explained why I was having second thought. Maka masih tidak berjaya menyambung study lah lagi kite. I started having morning sickess so obviously memang tak dapek la den nak g study. So I was thinking of postponing it but the next intake was my EDD month which is March. SO nampak sangat la takde rezeki nak study lagi for now. I hope they don't blacklist me if I want to apply again. Hmmph. Anyways, I started finding out that I was carrying this little bean inside of me 2 days before puasa ended. Because I started feeling all nausea. I went to the clinic and the doctor assumed I was having gastric due to puasa and he gave me an MC but I was kind of tak puas hati cus somehow I can feel that theres something else. Did the UPT and saw two lines came up. There doctor. So much of gastric la kan. I was also having fever and batuk-batuk at the same time. With the morning sickness, just the perfect combo. Went to the clinic to double confirm and nothing can explain that feeling seing that tiny dot inside you about to change your life forever. Alhamdulillah doctor confirmed that we got pregnant and I was at 6 weeks that time.

I could not eat, smell and even look at FOOD. And it was just in time for raya. Raya hoii. Tapi mampu tengok je lauk-lauk feveret ku dari jauh. I was totally not in the mood for raya. Didn't even wear makeup for raya. Throughout this pregnancy I had like an all day sickness until I was 8 months. Lost a lot of weight at the beginning but 6 months above dah ada la selera nak makan balik. Maka bermula la tragedi kenaikan berat setelah berselera nak makan. All I wanted was juicy burgers. Hari-hari pikir burger je. A trip to chillis tu dah jadi macam weekend nye rutin dah. Koyak poket wehh *poket azmi la*.I started gaining like 3-4 kgs every month :O. Hari-hari kene makan on time, kene makan the 'right' food, tak boleh minum air berlebihan, tak boleh baring/tido during the day because all these will cause me to throw up. Lepas bangun subuh, terus berjaga tanpa baring/tido balik sampai lah ke malam. Begitu la rutin sampai dah bersalin. But even after all the sickness, being pregnant is beautiful. That moment when the baby moves, kick, hiccup, you can't buy that. I'm more than grateful for being able to experience all that. My due date was on 31st March, and on the 30th I was still be able to go to the mall jalan-jalan, had steamboat and all because memang takde sign macam nak bersalin langsung. TAKDE. Gynae asked me to choose a date to induce just incase if I am overdue, so I chose a week after. Dulu memang nak sangat for the baby to come out the same month with me, sekali bile dah kene choose date to induce gabra terus. I did not even take an early leave for my maternity leave because I don't think I will be going into labor anytime soon. So amik cuti start on due date je terus. Gigih sangat kan siapkan keje dekat ofis tu. Okay macam dah panjang lebar, sambung lah di entry yang seterusnye. Kalau ade kerajinan di situ. Haha